Arisu Natsuki died unexpectedly while reading BL manga for the first time in her life.
He traveled into the BL comic "Into the Deep" that he read before his death, and became the shadow of the protagonist Rikuo Mizumori when he was in middle school. As a result, he was murdered and dumped by Mizumori Rikuo, which became an opportunity for him to get entangled with the other protagonist, the transfer student Yui Asakura.
In order to survive, Arisu Xia decided to atone for her original sin and eliminate the psychological shadow of the protagonist Ryuso Mizumori.
Although he had always maintained his restraint, Mizumori Ryuso fell in love with him, and was obsessed with him like a drowning person trying to grasp the only life-saving straw.
Even if Qi Xia clearly told him that he already had someone he liked.
Before coming to the world of comics, Arisuka and Takema, who lived together, had an agreement: to go to the same university after graduation.
Zhu Ma has suffered from aphasia since he was a child. He is not good at expressing himself. He has a quiet and withdrawn personality. He is a guy who needs careful care.
The two never confessed their feelings to each other, but they knew each other tacitly.
Arisu Xia sometimes regrets that she never said she liked that person even once before the accident.
Later, he gradually realized that he really could not return to reality.
There was a drowning man in front of him, and he kept calling for help in pain: If you are willing to love me, then I can be saved.
You Qixia couldn't turn a blind eye.
In the ending of the manga, the protagonists Mizumori Ryusei and Asakura Yui did not achieve happiness.
They have always been pulled by the quagmire of the past, unable to usher in a hopeful tomorrow. They can only cling to each other like two lonely birds.
But two cold people hugging each other cannot borrow warmth from each other.
At the end of the story, they walked to the depths of the sea together.
Arisuka wants to save Mizumori Ryuuo.
He has always known that the present is more important than the past or the future. Even if he misses the past, he can't go back.
Because she fell in love with the protagonist Mizumori Ryusei, Arisu Natsuki successfully survived to the point of death.
Another protagonist, Asakura Yui, also transferred to the same middle school on that day.
Thinking of the plot of the manga, Arisu Xia deliberately avoided contact with Asakura Yui.
But he didn't realize that Asakura Yui's eyes had been following his back.
Yu Qixia had seen that look on Zhuma many times before. It reflected that person's sensitivity, world-weariness, and dreamlike fragility that could die at any time.
It was the self-binding cocoon that Yu Qixia had spent more than ten years peeling off from that person.
Demining:
1. Main attack.
2. I have read the products of Neon BL, which contains a lot of BL comic-style routines, nonsense and unnecessary moaning.
3. The melancholy yandere × the healing little sun × the aphasic heavy boy, the arrows only point to Yu Qixia, and the last one appeared very late.
Motto: There is always someone who will love you