In the midsummer of 2000, an unexpected encounter at the foot of the Great Wall caused 20-year-old Mei Fei to form a relationship with Wang Dawei, a man with "no quality" in sunglasses. Two years later, she accidentally entered Beijing-Guangzhou Foreign Trade and became his subordinate. From Chengdu to Beijing, from a young school to working hard in the workplace, Mei Fei's life has always been entangled with the trauma of her original family - her parents' endless quarrels, her mother's cheating scandal, and the malicious abuse in childhood, which made her both long for dependence and fear of restraint in her relationship.
The protection and alienation of her first love Ding Song, the softness and privacy of her junior Qin Luo, the domineering and gentleness of her boss Wang Dawei, as well as the emotional entanglements of Wang Yu, Qin Zian and others, trapped her like nets. She has seen the beauty and loneliness of late-night cherry blossoms, experienced the regret of not being able to love, and the sting of betrayal. She has also been repeatedly pulled between drunkenness and sobriety, and struggled to move forward between giving up and persevering.
This is a growth history that spans more than ten years. With her childhood scars, Mei Fei struggled in the urban wanderings and recognized herself amidst complex emotions. From escaping to confronting, from dependence to independence, she finally understood that real healing is never to seek salvation from the outside, but to reconcile with the past and rebuild her own peace and happiness in the brokenness.
Purpose: To explore the profound impact of original family trauma on individual emotional patterns, and to tell the story of women breaking away from the shackles of the past, facing up to their inner pain, and finally achieving self-healing and growth amid multiple emotional entanglements, workplace difficulties, and life confusion. It conveys the core belief that "love and injury are both nutrients, and self-salvation is the ultimate answer."