The novel uses a flashback perspective to tell the story of Zhixia, a Pilates instructor born in the 1990s, who is in debt and has a desperate struggle and self-salvation of 1.08 Million. She started to get into debt because of a well-intentioned loan to a friend who was dishonest. She invested heavily in professional training, suffered a mental breakdown due to her father's death and her boyfriend's cheating. In addition, the epidemic caused a sudden drop in income, and she was deeply mired in debt. In order to get out of trouble, she blindly sought outside and fell into a bottomless pit of borrowing money to support loans. She sought help from a fortune teller and was deceived. She enrolled in various spiritual courses and was PUAed. Even psychological counseling failed to dispel her despair, and her debts and pain became more and more serious. Violent debt collection threats, alienation and betrayal from relatives and friends, and ridicule and sarcasm from colleagues made her collapse several times, write a will, and commit suicide several times.
In a desperate situation, her sister's tears awakened her desire for survival. She realized that it was futile to seek help from others, and faced her debts head-on: she sorted out her debts, negotiated on her own, quit and reduced her burdens, gained a foothold with a part-time job, shared her experiences through the media, and recorded the past in novels. She analyzed her own weakness of vanity, gave up her external dependence, learned to search within, and finally gradually paid off her debts and achieved self-growth.
The story truly restores the pain points of debt and the details of how to avoid pitfalls, tells the story of the hardships of desperate situations and the warmth and warmth of human relationships, and conveys the core belief: debt is never the end, and blind seeking from outside will only lead to a deep abyss. Only by facing difficulties head-on, settling inward, and moving forward on one's own can we break away from the shackles, live toward the sun, and use our experiences to help others and ourselves.
Concept: Concept of the novel 1. The core of self-salvation is to seek inwardly: In a desperate situation, blindly seeking shortcuts from the outside (using loans to support loans, fortune telling, spiritual healing, etc.) Will only lead to a deeper abyss. Only by facing one's own problems (vanity, weakness, over-dependence), settling one's heart, and taking practical actions can one truly escape from the predicament. 2. Face your responsibilities directly to get a new life: Debt is not only an economic dilemma, but also a test of past choices. Avoiding will only worsen the problem. Only by facing your debts squarely, shouldering your responsibilities, and taking the initiative to break the situation can you step out of the quagmire step by step. 3. The warmth and warmth of human relationships are medals of growth: goodwill may be betrayed, and relatives and friends may be alienated, but tempering in difficult situations will allow people to see the true nature of human nature, learn to abandon relationships that consume them, and complete mental maturity in loneliness and perseverance. 4. Despair is not the end, but an opportunity for rebirth: The ups and downs of debt are not the end of life, but an opportunity to awaken oneself and correct the trajectory of life. The sufferings of the past will eventually accumulate into the power of growth, supporting people to live in the sun. 5. Helping others is also a way to help oneself: truly revealing one's own experiences and sharing the experience of avoiding pitfalls and the road to redemption can not only achieve self-healing, but also shine a light on people who are trapped in similar difficulties, completing the two-way pursuit of personal value and social value.