Ayu's Fantasy World

A spiritual exploration into the inner world, a profound fable about self-salvation, inner reconciliation and identity. The autistic girl Yu meets Yu Ying, an elf who claims to be from an alien planet. Little does she know that this journey of redemption is between her and countless "selves" who have broken hearts and died. It is a grand ceremony that begins with lies and ends with symbiosis. Yuying is gentle and tolerant, able to capture her most subtle emotions, but she is also paranoid and possessive. She used silver needles, touch and breath to carve indelible marks on Yu's body and senses, as if completing a silent coronation. At the same time, the monster deep inside Ayu began to whisper, and the forgotten trauma of the past turned into a terrifying entity. Yu gradually discovered that Yuying's fairy tale was a beautiful lie. The so-called T planet is the burial place of countless "dead me" in her heart; and Yuying herself is the most powerful and persistent fragment among them. "You are countless dead yous." - "I will redeem countless broken me countless times." When the truth is revealed, what Yu faces is not a cure, but a more cruel choice: integrate all the fragments to complete murderous healing, or embrace this symbiotic sadomasochism in which pain and pleasure are intertwined and each other is an organ? Intent: A fantasy novel dedicated to exploring the psychological abyss and writing about the difficulty and beauty of self-redemption.