I originally planned to write this article about Tree Hole before making it public until the day we have an ending, but then I suddenly remembered the sentence I had seen:
"What is the ending in the secular sense? Break up? Get married? But even if you get married, you may get divorced. If you stay together for a lifetime, one person will always have to leave first..."
I don't know anymore. Just keep writing, maybe it's the day we break up, or maybe it's the day I really feel safe with you, or maybe I really won't make it public anymore.
The first time I wrote about this tree hole, I stopped writing about the day when we fell in love in the game. Because the original intention of Tree Hole was to record my recent sadness, but the early writing was too sweet and deviated from the theme. I felt that I had to put aside the writing temporarily to torture myself.
I also thought about hiring a ghostwriter in the middle, but my growing fondness for you and my entanglement with you again and again, how can others describe it accurately. I'm not worried. I coded the sect and details repeatedly. Even if we are separated one day, I don't want anyone to recognize you in my writing and pry into these things. But how do I code true love?
So I picked up the pen, put the pen down, picked up the pen again...
But how many times do I have to write this story before I have the courage to say goodbye to you?
Purpose: Understanding eternity requires us to evolve into better people