"I'm Not Worthy of Your Love and Redemption" is also known as "Painkiller"
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Start in first person and end in third person
My name is Chang Sheng, they all call me Chang Sheng, they hope I will really live forever
But in fact... It's not as expected
Family…Friendship…Academics…
Later, I was diagnosed with gastric cancer, but my family didn't take it seriously, and even got worse... Until... I met him
"Hey, hello, my name is Chen Yiming, how about you?" "Chang Sheng..."
"Okay, Chang Sheng, what are you going to eat? It's so ungrateful, brother, you won't even give me some!" "This is... Medicine..."
Later, I thought that he and I would live like this forever, but...
My illness worsened again and again, and finally... I was really selfish for once... I chose to welcome my freedom alone.
After I died, I hoped that Chen Yiming would forget me, but he didn't want to. When he saw people, he would say, "I have a lover, his name is Chang Sheng..."
Purpose: It is difficult to achieve true freedom