No one knows Xu Lezhi's sunshine and low self-esteem. In front of outsiders, he is a quiet academic master, and in front of his family, he is a well-behaved and sensible child. He always disguises himself so well that he forgets that his world is just a fragile castle in the air. It looks beautiful, but once it lacks the energy to maintain operation, it will collapse into ruins.
Song Yize is handsome, has good grades, and is the school's top student. For Xu Lezhi, his appearance is wonderful, but it is also the key to the collapse of the building.
Xu Lezhi is a realist. To him, Song Yize is perfect, so perfect that he doesn't deserve it. He is like the dazzling moon in the darkness, and he is just a pedestrian who needs the help of moonlight to go on his way. He should be content if it can illuminate his journey.
He knew it very well, so he said unintentional words again and again, pushing the other party further away.
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Xu Lezhi: "Am I bad in your eyes?"
Song Yize gently wiped away the tears on his cheek and pecked his mouth distressedly, "It's not bad, not at all."
Xu Lezhi rarely sheds tears. He can always hide his emotions very well, but when it comes to Song Yize, he can't control it.
But fortunately, he can always catch himself when he collapses.
Intention: Find yourself in the eyes of your lover