2022, One day in October, Edinburgh
When I left, I only took the tin box with me. Left "The Outsider" on the deck chair.
He is so smart, he will come back one day and find out.
2026, March 18, South Bay
Not seen for four years.
He blocked me at Yu Jingchuan's wedding.
I call him "Mr. Jiang".
He smiled. The angrier he gets, the better he smiles.
He told me that the days ahead are long. I turned my back to him and walked away, my hands shaking so much that I could barely hold the glass.
2028, July 14, London
When I was mixing perfume today, I was inexplicably reminded of the smell of ebony after the rain in the garden at home that had been on him a long time ago. I accidentally broke a bottle of "Moyu" liquid.
The whole house smelled of withered roses.
Turns out I can still remember this.
2029, September 15, South Bay
I had that dream again, at Pulpit Rock in Norway, and I didn't dare to go forward.
When I woke up, he held my face and kissed my tears away.
At that moment, I suddenly felt that the black stone that did not beat seemed to have cracked in my heart.
2029, November 7, South Bay
He placed the black stone in the most conspicuous place in the study.
Said it was warm to the touch now.
I didn't tell him that I touched him secretly yesterday.
It seems to be really warm.
January 24, 2030, Iceland
The wind on the black sand beach is very strong.
He took my hand, put it in his coat pocket, and clasped his fingers together. The glacier is dazzlingly blue in the distance.
He looked at me in silence for a long time.
I know, I love you too.
Intention: Because of you, I believe that love exists