Chu Chuhuai's life was a rigorous one, and he believed in logic and order, until he met Lu Fengyi - the girl who fought, skipped classes, but smiled and drew maple leaves in her wrong question book.
Lu Feng's image was like an unreasonable autumn storm, sweeping through her orderly world. For the first time, Program Huai learned to write a variable called "heartbeat" in the algorithm of life.
However, autumn has arrived.
Lu Fengyi died under the most gorgeous maple leaf. Program Huai used all the formulas, theorems and rationality, and for the first time in the face of death, he came up with the answer of "no solution".
From then on, her world was fixed in the autumn when Lu Fengyi was lost. Every October after that is just a long redundant time without that person.
——My eighteenth year, there is no autumn.
Purpose: 1. For the protagonist Xu Huai: The story shows how an absolutely rational soul is redeemed and destroyed by an emotional and unruly soul. When rigorous procedures encounter variables that cannot be parsed, when the world of order is invaded by poetic barbarism, a soul learns to reconcile with the fact of "existence" in eternal "loss".
2. Regarding the core of the story: This is not only a story about death, but also a story about how life is changed by love. It explores the meaning of those encounters destined to part ways - even if autumn is no longer around, the traces of burning maple leaves have already rewritten the entire algorithm of a person's heart.
3. For readers: We hope to make readers empathize with an experience: the appearance of some people, like the change of seasons, is destined to unbalance your world and lead to a broader situation. In a life full of variables, learning to accept those "unsolvable" things is itself the answer to growth.
Sublimation of intention
This story ultimately wants to express: the meaning of life does not only exist in the continuation of the future, but more deeply exists in the collisions, warmth and changes that have actually occurred. The process of falling in love is what it means. Still choosing to remember and move forward despite inevitable loss is the ultimate compromise between reason and sensibility, and the most profound victory of human nature.