Existentialism believes that "existence precedes essence." People do not have essence first and then be thrown into the world, but exist first and then carve out their own essence through their own choices, experiences and relationships with others.
If a person has no hugs, no patience, and no experience of being unconditionally accepted from birth to now. So from an existential perspective, his essential anchor is not preset, but a blank.
Such people are either extremely sensitive or extremely indifferent.
As for Xi Rong, it was undoubtedly the second situation. In the course of emotion, some people made up for it and some retaught it, but he couldn't even find the door to the classroom.
Xi Rong, who was once diagnosed by a psychiatrist as possibly having an invisible antisocial personality, has lived a law-abiding and rule-abiding life for half his life, thanks to the persistent efforts of his brother with chuunibyou, who pulled him like a kite.
Life is a bargain, and being buried alive is unreasonable.
If anyone wants to know how it feels specifically, Xi Rong can tell you responsibly.
It sucks, it sucks, it sucks, it sucks, it sucks even on sunny days, it sucks on rainy days, the only difference is whether you are a wet mud person or a dry mud person.
Seven minutes later, the feeling of suffocation forced him to start revolving around life, and the soil was lifted up with a "swish".
The savior came against the light, and he looked really damn beautiful.
The stunning woman flipped her hair in a serious manner and unlocked her phone: "The suspect was perfectly captured and will be back soon."
Xi Rong, who was huddled in the co-pilot and was covered in mud: "?"
The stunning woman in the world winked at him: "Don't be nervous, I am Ning Qi, the head of the criminal investigation detachment of the Huaizhou City Public Security Bureau. I have a case that requires your cooperation."
The suspect Xi Rong "..." Damn the beauty in the world.
Main cp: The living person is very sexy and loves life. The detective Gong Ning Qi × The living person is slightly dead and has no feelings. The consultant is Xi Rong
Deputy cp: A living person is living in chaos and evil, a writer is trying to solve the string problem
(The copywriting is pure nonsense, and does not represent how good my writing is. In short, it is the product of self-entertainment. I just want to be happy. In addition, the main CP is both clean, and the other CPs may be emotionally unclean at most. It depends on how I want to write the plot. The highlight is that the author's writing style is poor. It's just that students can't write anything good, so they might make a lot of CPs. I generally tend to make things about boys and girls, and there may be some romance. If there's anything wrong with the logic, you're welcome to give me some advice. I'll practice my writing. Although my writing is not good, my three views are still there, so I won't be too shabby^_^)
Concept: Love gives color to essence