I (Bai Weiqing) live in a bipolar world. There are only two poles in my world - either the manic flames that burn everything, or the deep sea of depression that drowns me. I can't find the stability in the middle. Use the shell of a school bully to cover up all vulnerabilities until Ana Shen breaks in.
In the second grade of high school, his gentleness was so dazzling that I instinctively took it as a provocation. I spoke harshly to him and targeted him at every turn, but when I collapsed late at night, I unconsciously thought of the warm water he handed me and the medicine he secretly administered.
Misunderstanding is like a chasm, pulling us towards separation. I thought my secret thoughts would dissipate over time, but when we reunited after many years, his eyes were still hot.
"I've been waiting for you for a long time," he said.
Only then did I realize that the tenderness that I had misunderstood was all the echo of his secret thoughts that he had hidden for several years. And this reunion was his redemption, and it was also the destiny for me to finally dare to embrace love.
This belated two-way redemption is the longest echo of my secret thoughts and the beginning of my reconciliation with the world.
[Gentle and guiding student council president attack × bipolar disorder gangster school bully]
[Two-way redemption｜Reunion｜Misunderstanding｜Campus to adulthood]
"His name was wrapped in the chirping of cicadas and crashed into the summer wind. The ripples of his secret thoughts began to echo from the moment they bumped into each other."
Intent: Two-way redemption, love is the way back to each other