The trick of fate seems to be self-obsession. Are those who seem to have no way out self-degenerate? If so, why don't they struggle? Or is it that the intensity of struggle cannot shake the thread of fate?
Simulated confessions are intended to be substituted and understood from the character's own psychology. Of course, this is also limited to the author's vision and psychology.
It's really because of being traumatized, being traumatized by anime and then being hit hard by classics. Life is unsatisfactory, and those creators can't wait to turn all the unsatisfaction on their "loved children".
Nine times out of ten life will be unsatisfactory, but this is too painful!
I don't know whether the character's tragedy was intentional because the author had already decided on the plot, or whether the author realized that the character had no way out at the moment he wrote it.
Intention: Man, do you really exist?