The description of secret love in novels is always cowardly and bitter.
Secret love does have such a background. Some people will say in the novel comment section that the protagonists of secret love novels are mute and not worth watching. But I always believe that having a crush on someone is a beautiful emotion and its own value should not be denied.
The so-called secret love means secretly liking someone.
Like is not based on who you are, or even has nothing to do with the person being liked. Most of the likes in adolescence are pure, a kind of feedback that a strong emotion brings to your brain in an instant. And secret love hides this love very well. It is mixed with uncertainty and is an emotional experience that even a less brave person can have.
Almost instantly, you fell in love with him and the feeling he made you feel at that time.
It's just that you didn't know it at the time, and you would realize it later. After all, reality is not a novel, and the author does not set for you the key plot of the relationship between the protagonists. Then you made the choice to like him silently based on your own situation.
If you ask me when I fell in love with him, it would be difficult for me to give a definite answer.
I can only tell you this, when I didn't know that crush could be used to describe the object of my heart, when I didn't read youth pain novels to find empathy.
The bitterness of secret love is because after falling in love with the other person, you want to make the other person like you too.
This is normal.
Secret love is a huge gamble.
Bet on the possibility that the other person also likes you.
Although not everyone's secret love is because they hope that the other person will like them too, after all, there are still a few who don't have any expectations.
There aren't that many people in the world who are on the same page, and there are even fewer people who like each other and can speak openly about it, so secret love becomes so bitter.
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