It's Not That I'm Sick, Right?

There was a fatal deviation in Cheng Zhi's life plan. Just because he forgot to borrow Xu Xize's homework to copy, he was bullied by his younger brothers. Xu Xize is arrogant and unreasonable. The only rule to follow is—— "No more than three things" In order to no longer be bullied by the school bully Xu Xize's younger brother, he decided to take down Xu Xize himself. When he becomes the "sister-in-law", let's see who dares to touch him. Xu Xize found Cheng Zhi, who was always hanging in front of his eyes recently, very interesting. She was obviously afraid of him, but she still had the strength to chase him. There was a reluctance to admit defeat hidden in those beautiful eyes. Anyway, he has a romantic nature and accepts all comers, both men and women, so it seems good to play with him. Thus, a well-known "role play" began grandly. He casually called him "Good night, Xiao Zhi," and he pretended to be calm and replied, "Same for Ozawa." Everyone thinks they are in love, only they know the bottom line—— "It's all pretend." "Whoever is tempted will lose." The tentative confession was shelved with Cheng Zhi's words: "Put academics first." But once the gate of heartbeat is opened, how can reason be able to shut it down? They still chatted every day, from boring exercises to the sunset in the horizon. During the summer vacation, ambiguity breaks free. "Can I call you baby?" Xu Xize asked casually, feeling satisfied with his effortless temptation. He still firmly believed that he was just enjoying the feeling of controlling the rhythm, and did not realize that the title contained unknowing treasure. Cheng Zhi hesitated for a moment and replied "Yeah", sneering in his heart: Pretend, keep pretending, let's see how long you can act. I am sober and will never be fooled. In autumn, the streets of Changchun are dyed golden and ocher by ginkgo and maple leaves. They shared a pair of headphones while hiding behind an old bleacher beside the playground of No. 2 Middle School, listening to the dry branches and leaves of the birch forest rustling above their heads. Walking home through thick fallen leaves after school. In the late-night chat box, we said "good night, baby" to each other countless times across the screen. Outside the window was the high and clear sky unique to Changchun autumn nights. However, when this affectionate name became a habit, Cheng Zhi was horrified to find that even though the words "He's pretending" were clearly printed in his mind, his heartbeat would still speed up out of control because of these two words. He's finished. Cheng Zhi realized clearly that he was tempted first, and then fell into panic. Xu Xize was still indulged in the illusion of "playing", mistaking the sparks that had already set ablaze in his heart for the short-term excitement brought by the game, until a pornographic outburst crossed the line. [Block it. Cheng Zhi thought, How could I fall in love with such a person. The disconnection last semester was at the sports meeting of the senior year of high school. Xu Xize held the microphone and his voice spread throughout the audience through the radio: "I want Cheng Zhi from our class to cheer me on." It was probably in his third year of high school that he finally understood that he also liked Cheng Zhi at the beginning. After clumsily pursuing his wife until the end of the third semester of high school, the two finally embraced each other in the cold winter. This time, their hearts were clear and there was no pretense anymore. The winter in Changchun has officially unfolded its long and harsh picture. Xu Xize would wait half an hour in advance at the entrance of the corridor of Cheng Zhi's house, the white air he exhaled turning into a mist under the dim light of the voice-activated light. When Cheng Zhi ran down, wrapped tightly, he stuffed the warm baked sweet potatoes into Cheng Zhi's hand, held his slightly cold hand, and put them both into the pocket of his down jacket. It seemed that even being in a daze became interesting when we were together. Countless times, Cheng Zhi's face turned red from the cold, and the tip of his nose was red. Xu Xize smiled and covered his face with his thick-gloved palms, clumsy yet gentle movements. On the deserted frozen lake, they slipped and fell into a heap like two fools. In this northern, unique gray-blue winter sky, there are fine pieces of snow floating in the air. Despite the cold, they were all isolated. Xu Xize hugged Cheng Zhi from behind, leaving only his hot body temperature and clear heartbeat. In the second semester of the senior year of high school, in May, just over a month before the college entrance examination, the love affair was discovered by both parents. The storm raged within their respective families, and they all thought they could weather it. It wasn't until more than ten days before the college entrance examination that the mothers of both parties met unexpectedly on the rooftop of the school. Arguing, pulling, losing control. During the heavy rain, Cheng Zhi was accidentally pushed down from a high building by Xu Xize's mother. —— Four years later, Beijing. Xu Xize is at Tsinghua University and Cheng Zhi is at the National People's Congress For more than a thousand days and nights, they never met once. Until a raucous music festival. There was a huge crowd and the lights and shadows were blurred. Xu Xize was pulled by his friend and squeezed into the crowd. He stumbled and accidentally bumped into the person in front of him. He subconsciously said: "I'm sorry, I didn't hurt you, did I?" The person he hit turned around. Time seemed to be drawn into a vacuum at this moment. Four years of time vibrated and focused in Xu Xize's pupils, clearly reflecting Cheng Zhi's equally shocked face. Xu Xize could hardly find his voice. Thousands of words were tumbling in his chest, and finally he could only say one sentence with difficulty: "... Cheng Zhi?" —— Character: ·The romantic and uninhibited academic tyrant × Hounded and aggressive × Tolerant on the outside and stubborn on the inside ·Xu Xize × Cheng Zhi Demining/Instructions: 1. 1V1, HE, reunion after breaking up, showing off their acting skills on campus in the early stage, torturing each other in the middle stage, and chasing after his wife in the later stage. 2. Neither Attack nor Suffer is a perfect character, and there is an obvious growth line. 3. Contains family resistance, major accidents, and years of separation, so please consume with caution. --- Intention: Things can only be done in three ways, but love can