Sixteen-year-old Lin Zhiyun encountered the grammar of "obsession" for the first time in the light and sweet voice and warm bookish tone of the female teacher Gu Weizhen. This love, destined to be fruitless, was carefully compiled into a private inner dictionary by her.
Twenty-four-year-old Lin Zhiyun was horrified to recognize in the cold tone and sense of rational order of company director Lu Zhiheng that the same syntactic structure of "obsession" was being repeated. She realized that she was trapped in a fateful cycle - she was always attracted to older women who had unique powers tempered by time and who could provide her with spiritual coordinates.
This is an anatomy of "attraction" itself: Lin Zhiyun is like a persistent grammarian, trying to analyze all the sentence components and structures in his heart - are those heart palpitations caused by love or the projection of the ideal self? Does that pain come from not getting what you want, or from a clear understanding of one's own "abnormal dependence"?
In two completely different but equally misplaced emotional experiences, she constantly dismantled, revised, and reconstructed her inner "grammar of obsession." In the end, what she completed was not a dictionary masterpiece about how to love others, but an emotional epic about how to become the subject, how to write a definition for yourself, and how to use your own vocabulary to create a life declaration.
Concept: a growth elegy caused by "abnormal" pain