The Emptiness Boils

"You are definitely not a kind person, and I am not a good person either." Rebellious, world-weary, good girl × cold on the outside and hot on the inside, gentle pilot I don't know which day started, but a bookstore called "Nanyu" opened in the alley next to No. 16 Middle School. It opened near the school but could not find a tutorial book. Of course, this was not the reason why it was famous in No. 16 Middle School. More famous than the bookstore is the shopkeeper. The shopkeeper is a girl. In other words, she is a very beautiful girl. The girls who can attract the attention of these sixteen or seventeen-year-old high school students are nothing more than these characteristics: beautiful, pure, and cool. Zhou Bei has all three. She is extremely pure and beautiful. She likes to wear white skirts and is so clean that she wants people to protect her. However, there are countless tattoos under her white skirt. Zhou Bei Tattoo also smokes, of course, so when he passes by a bookstore, he can always see a beautiful girl in a white dress lying on a lounge chair in the yard smoking. The sun shines on the girl's face, and even the tattoos on her forearms seem to only add to her coolness. Guan Nan accidentally walked into this bookstore on a Friday afternoon. The first thing he said to Zhou Bei was: "Do you have a full set of Wu San?" At that time, Zhou Bei was leaning on the sofa chair reading a book, Sanmao's "The Story of the Sahara". After hearing Guan Nan's voice, he raised his face from the book for a long time. He stared at Guan Nan for a long time with his clear deer-like eyes, and then replied no. At that glance, Guan Nan fell. He went to the bookstore every Friday and stopped going to the Internet cafe on weekends. He just wanted Zhou Bei to say a few more words to him. But except for the few seconds of hesitation when Zhou Bei looked at him for the first time, Zhou Bei never made any exceptions for him. Guan Nan knew that Zhou Bei had a bastard first love who hurt her all over, and she also knew that Zhou Bei became the Zhou Bei he is now because of that first love, but he always felt that he was different from others. Guan Nan likes Zhou Bei. He never hides it. He always says: "Look, our names are so matched. One is south and the other is north. Together we are the whole world." Mr. Zhou Bei said: "Guan Nan, I will not be with you." Guan Nan didn't know why, he just asked Zhou Bei if he still liked her bastard first love. "I don't like it anymore." "Guan Nan, I like someone else." From that day on, the bookstore was closed. Guan Nan couldn't find Zhou Bei, so he frantically searched for news about Zhou Bei. When they met again, Zhou Bei had become his elementary school girl, but there was a dignified and cold-hearted man beside him. Guan Nan recognized him. He was an influential figure in the early years of aviation, Zhou Jiaqiao, the young boss of Jiaheng Group. As the largest shipping company in Haicheng, Jiaheng Group almost monopolized both sea and air lines. Zhou Jiaqiao was notoriously difficult to get close to, and even the rich and famous girls in Haicheng were attracted by him, but none of them even looked at him. He was one of the few geniuses in Hangyuan, and he was also the dream lover that thousands of girls flocked to. Guan Nan watched helplessly as the man who was rumored to be unattainable carried Zhou Bei's luggage to the dormitory building without complaint. Zhou Bei followed him down and waved sweetly to him at the door and said, "Goodbye, brother." The man shook his head fondly and chuckled. He reached out and clasped Zhou Bei's head. He held Zhou Bei's lips tightly for a long time before letting go. He rubbed his thumb across Zhou Bei's red lips and gently wiped away the traces of water that overflowed. He slowly said, "How did I teach you? How should I say goodbye?" At that time, Guan Nan finally remembered everything he had forgotten, everything between him and Zhou Bei. "Hello, I am Guan Nan, Guan of the closed door, Nan of the south" "My name is Zhou Bei, Zhou who travels around the world, Bei in the north." After that, Guan Nan never inquired about Zhou Bei's news again. It turned out that they were destined to go in opposite directions from the beginning. There is a memory that the world doesn't want you to remember, so you are led along, keeping your head down and pretending not to be afraid. The emptiness is sealed by excitement, so you would rather destroy it, tear it apart, abandon it, and then move forward alone until loneliness makes you strong and indestructible. Then you will meet another true heart that has not collapsed, step on the ashes of yourself who died in the past, and smile with him. ——Orphan's complaint Reading guide: 1. Don't say that the name of the heroine is perfunctory. The names of the previous heroine and the names of the male protagonist and the second male lead are all derived from the heroine's name. 2. My personal xp has highlighted that both the male and female protagonists smoke, the frequency is low and social etiquette is strictly observed. If you don't care about this, please don't enter! Please don't substitute reality. 3. Double C, the female protagonist has an ex-boyfriend, and the male protagonist is both physically and mentally clean. Intention: God must have other plans.