When I Was a Child in a Hurry

Zhang Wenzhen is the second daughter of Zhang Chenglin and Li Yuhua. She has an older sister, a younger sister and a younger brother. She was born in a small mountain village. Her childhood in the small mountain village was mainly about playing and having endless fun, which cultivated her kind, simple, positive and sunny character. She left her hometown because of the construction of a reservoir and the relocation of her family. When she came to her new home, she worked hard to adapt to local life and school life. She protected her younger siblings when they were bullied. She saw that her parents were tired and she would take the initiative to share the burden. However, her parents' preference for boys over girls was very serious. She had been aware of it since she was a child, and her attempts to resist it ended in vain. Growing up, I experienced my parents' simple and crude education methods, and my soul was not cared for, which led to me suffering from narcolepsy. On the way to school, she had a crush on her teacher due to lack of father's love while growing up, and her grades were not ideal due to being lethargic in class. However, she never gave up on herself, adjusted herself, and worked hard to make progress. Destiny seemed to favor her. Whenever it was a critical moment to decide the fate of her life, she could meet noble people and get good luck and become a koi. Moreover, her koi physique can also bring good luck to the people around her. After working, she encountered rejection from her colleagues and suppression from her boss. As an upright and kind-hearted woman, she was deeply troubled by insomnia and anxiety, and constantly doubted herself. Until she listened to a video speech by Zeng Shiqiang on Chinese studies, she suddenly became enlightened, got rid of her anxiety, and remained firm in her kind and upright nature. In her life, he experienced several painful events. Not only did her parents fail to show concern and help from her perspective, but they deeply hurt her soul with their insincere attitude, causing her to fall into the edge of anxiety and depression again. She doubted herself to the point that she would not be able to write properly as before. She had to think again about the various behaviors her parents had towards her since she was a child. Although she was financially satisfied, which was also the main way her parents expressed their love for her, spiritually and spiritually, her parents had always been her abusers. As a result, she became more independent and self-reliant, retracted her excessive love for others, and turned to love herself. At the same time, she also thought deeply about the world and life: The world is complicated and life is troubled. In the final analysis, it is my relationship with the world, how I see the world and how I face life, and others cannot hurt you at all. Everything that a person experiences in this life, whether good or bad, is the spiritual food that tempers you and the wealth that allows you to reach a higher realm and higher level of cultivation. Intention: Self-growth, pursuit of inner abundance and spiritual resonance.