In my junior year, Chen Heng, my boyfriend, committed suicide.
We have known each other since elementary school. We were in the same school in junior high school and became familiar with each other. Since we were not in the same school in high school, I don't know what happened in high school. I know very little about his family.
When I opened my eyes again, I was back in junior high school. I saw him appearing in front of me, smiling shyly. I decided to stay with him until I took him away from that ending.
I avoided a lot of known troubles by following my memories of junior high school, but the trajectory of my fate seemed to have already been traced, and everything seemed to have an ending.
"I have to do this"
"What are you writing?" Chen Jinran suddenly appeared behind me.
"No! You are so scary!" I immediately closed the diary.
"Stop writing and go to the canteen with us. Chen Heng and the others are still waiting for you outside. It's just you." He smiled at me, a simple smile that a boy in his youth should have.
Perhaps, while saving others, I can also enjoy the simple beauty of youth again.
Purpose: love, salvation, life