The gentle and warm man Pei Yushen & the follower Chi Changle (le four tones)
Chi Changle had three major crushes on Pei Yushen:
1. Nice people
2. The sound is nice
3. Tenderness
Chi Changle's three major dislikes for Pei Yushen:
It's a central air conditioner.
It's a…central air conditioner…
It's a central air conditioner! !
But fortunately, he will always belong to Chi Changle only.
It really only belongs to Chi Changle...
Chi Changle fell in love with this boy in just three glances:
When I first met him, Chi Changle was bullied. After scaring away the bullies, he came to Chi Changle and put on an interesting magic show because he was making a crying child (Chi Changle) happy.
Pei Yushen: "Look, look!"
Pei Yushen: "I'll show you a magic trick."
When I saw him for the second time, he said some very funny things and very flirtatious words, but he seemed... Angry when he said this to everyone.
Chi Changle: "It's a central air conditioner."
Chi Changle: "It's... A central air conditioner..."
Chi Changle: "It's a central air conditioner!!"
The third time I saw him, he turned out to be Chi Changle's half-brother! It turned out that Pei Yushen moved here and became neighbors with Chi Changle, and it was Chi's mother who admitted him.
Pei Yushen: "Little friend Changle, welcome you to be my younger brother."
Chi Changle: "Then... What should I call you? Brother? Brother Pei."
Pei Yushen: "Yes."
They agreed that they would go to the same university and have a future together.
One month before the college entrance examination, Chi Changle started to have a nosebleed. He didn't care at first. Until the day before the college entrance examination, he wrote down what he wanted to say to Pei Yushen on a piece of paper. Just as he was about to write it down, his nosebleed suddenly started again. Then his eyes went dark. When he opened his eyes, he was in the hospital. What was going on?
Chi's mother: "Ah, doctor, doctor! The patient is awake!"
Chi Changle: "?"
Chi Changle: "Mom, why didn't Brother Pei come to see me?"
Chi's mother: "Brother Pei? I never heard you mention it."
Chi Changle: "Huh?! It's Pei Yushen, the child of our host family!"
Chi's mother: "Huh? But no one has moved in next door to us, and the house has always been vacant. Are you... Dreaming?"
Dreaming?
Chi Changle didn't know either.
Chi Changle called Pei Yushen, but all he heard was "Sorry, the number you dialed is unavailable. Sorry..."
So... Everything that happened with Pei Yushen was just a... Dream!
Chi Changle is going crazy, how could this be a dream!
Pei Yushen is so real, how could it be... A dream?
On the day he was discharged from the hospital, he was so crazy that he was sent to a psychiatric hospital.
There was no Pei Yushen around, only the needle pricking his skin again and again.
This is Chi Changle's soliloquy on the 20th in the psychiatric hospital:
"Brother Pei, I miss you so much. When I was reading a book yesterday, I saw a poem that matched our names. It was called 'The light is deep, the long joy is young.'"
"Brother Pei, they all say you don't exist, but I am the only one who knows that you really existed."
"Brother Pei, they all say I'm crazy. It doesn't matter, because only I know. You wouldn't say that to me, right?"
"Brother Pei, I'm so bored. I had insomnia again yesterday. Please tell me some physics questions and let me take a light nap. Hahahaha..."
"Brother Pei, I feel so much pain! Where does it hurt? Of course it hurts in my heart, because you are not with me physically or mentally, wuwuwu."
"Brother Pei, I'm not going to lie to you this time. It hurts so much. They gave your lovely brother an injection because they said your baby was crazy. You should just give him a few injections, but I seem to have found that the medicine in this injection has side effects on me."
"Brother Pei, I don't want to live anymore, I just want to be with you."
On August 10, 2025, this was the last time Chi Changle spoke to Pei Yushen:
"Brother Pei, I only did one thing wrong, please don't be angry, okay~"
Beijing time on August 29, 2025 at 9:00 am
Chi Changle is dead.
"Brother Pei, I finally fell asleep."
"Finally, I can have a sweet dream again."
Because... In the dream, there is you.
It is shallow and deep, but the joy is still young.
Give deep affection shallowly and hope that the other person will be happy for a long time. The clear breeze and bright moon bring good times to the world. May we have much joy, long peace, and no worries in the years to come.
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Purpose: Oppose campus bullying and cherish the people in front of you
