On the day we reunited, Xu Juqing hugged me and cried for a long time.
She said she had been looking for me for six years.
All I remember is the little girl who would stick to me for toffee six years ago.
Now she is taller than me, shining brighter than me, and there is a persistence in her eyes that I can't understand.
"Qilan, I just want to stay by your side."
But when she said that, why didn't she sound like a "friend"?
Lin Xuyu handed me ice water: "The weather is so hot, drink something cold."
But only mine was ice cold, and everyone else's was warm.
She smiled softly: "As a monitor, you should take care of your classmates."
But why do I feel that there is something else hidden in her tenderness?
Sun Xiaowen looked at me, her eyes so bright that she was about to cry: "You actually remember what I eat..."
I just brought her a lunch.
But why are her eyes so bright?
It was so bright that it was finally seen.
Three people.
Three different ways to approach.
Three emotions I can't understand.
I thought I could continue to be alienated, continue to escape, and continue to be alone.
Until I found out——
When I fell asleep with Xu Juqing in my arms, it was the first time in six years that I slept so peacefully.
When Lin Suyu said "You are very kind", my heart would tighten.
When Sun Xiaowen's eyes light up when she looks at me, my chest will relax.
They are changing me.
And I don't know if I want to be changed.
Intention: I like you, it's enough that you like me