I remember that on TV, those legal channels referred to criminal suspects as so-and-so. For example, if the suspect's surname was Li, he would be called Li so-and-so.
I didn't commit any crime and went to jail, but I felt that if it was a crime to abuse and destroy other people's lives, then I was also a criminal suspect, so who was the victim? It's not anyone else, it's still me.
Of course I will blame others, but for me, blaming others will not make me feel better. Instead, blaming myself will give me an inexplicable and absurd peace of mind...
I will record my pain here from time to time, and take out my unbearable past from my memories one by one. I want to take a closer look at why I am like this and why I am such a person...
If this work can be completed, this place will be my prison, and people who see it will treat it as a prison visit.
Intention: to express oneself, to understand oneself and to change oneself