For a long, long time, she didn't know that I had been looking at her back for a long time. Many years passed, until we were both old, and when we were sitting on rocking chairs made of rattan and looking back on the past, my children and my children's children gathered around me to listen to me looking back on the past. I told them that I once had a relationship with the emperor of the Chinese dynasty, the former Princess Lanting. Your Highness, we grew up together. When they heard this, they all laughed excitedly, and I laughed too. Now that I think about this past event, I feel very happy, because at least in my life, I have always had such a person by my side. Am I lucky? Yes, I think, even though she can no longer give me an accurate answer, she is dead and buried in the imperial mausoleum not far from the capital. Sometimes, when I have nothing to do, I will go and see her. I am getting older, and when I look back on my life, I have always lived a mediocre life, which can be called useless, but I still feel that I am happy.
Purpose: cherish the present moment