Protagonist Sun Anjiu [I declare here that there is no prototype]
With the theme of people's life experiences, Sun Anjiu is the protagonist and brings into the open and secret struggles in school. The seemingly harmonious and loving class actually hides mysteries. Sun Anjiu, who just entered elementary school, did not study very well, but she has a simple personality and does not understand why she was isolated. In fact, she did not understand it until she grew up and was in the fourth grade of elementary school. She realized that it was because she did not study well.
She slowly worked hard and made up her mind to start studying. However, due to her previous laxity, she did not improve, but it was indeed effective. She went from the bottom of the class to the top twenty in the class. During this period, she also met her best friend Wang Suisui, who was also a middle-class student like herself.
Sun Anjiu gradually discovered that studying can really change their attitudes, but it didn't change much because she was ordinary and mediocre in appearance and could not be considered a great beauty. The only person she was willing to play with stabbed her in the back. At that time, she didn't understand that this kind of isolation was considered campus bullying, and she spent six years of elementary school like this.
But I also started to become mentally ill, started to be self-harming and hypocritical, faced everything with a smile, even the bad things, and faded away from innocence and became thoughtful and not too willing to let others into my heart. Except for my best friend Wang Suisui, although she smiled on the surface and was heartless every day, she secretly wiped tears at night.
Sun Anjiu no longer pursues happiness and love, and starts to consider her own interests like them, because she no longer wants to be a pleaser, she wants to live hard for herself, even if everyone thinks poorly of her, she still wants to prove it for herself.
Some people always say that I have changed, but the only constant in the world is the fickleness of people.
Purpose: Life is not easy, you have to work hard to achieve it
