At that time, I didn't think it was anything, but after time passed, my brain kept thinking about it. When I think about this, I always want to record it.
Record it, if you feel uncomfortable after watching it, you don't have to watch it
Many articles written by Jinjiangzhong are better than mine. If you like my articles, you can leave them out and look for them again.
Compared with other articles, this article is written based on my true thoughts. It is mainly my own inner thoughts. If you find it awkward when you read it, it is mainly written based on my thoughts in high school. There is no limit to the number of words. You can write whatever comes to mind.
The most important thing is that this is just my unilateral liking for others. They don't know me, maybe they just met me a few times.
In fact, I wanted to write it for a long time, but I was afraid. I was thinking about whether it would be bad for the other party, so I thought about it for a long time.
It was close to 2 o'clock in the morning on October 25, 2025, when I officially wrote the article. I don't know whether what I did was right or not, but I wanted to write it down. I don't think it is unspeakable, and I don't think it is shameful if I fall in love in the future.
So I will write. I won't write whether the person is male or female, or how he looks. If I really want to describe it, I will write it using the same formula template. Anyway, it's all the same, but the imagination is different.
Everyone should treat it as a novel, but this novel is mainly my psychological description, which means that most of this novel is just my monologue.
Forget it, this is not a novel. I think it is more like a boring moan. If you like it, you can stay and read it.
Of course, I am not writing this to show it to everyone, I just want to write it, because I want to write that kind of heartbeat, so I record it here. Don't open my box. Even if you open my box, you won't know who that person is. I won't say it, it's just my own monologue.
I just recorded it to tell me what heartbeat is. I will write my own articles in the future and you can read it anytime when I want to write about my heartbeat. Of course, I wrote it down just for you to read.
This is not entirely heart-warming. Look, it can be a joke. It depends on how you view it.
Choosing the type of work will always involve his or her gender, so I chose essays.
Intention: I miss him, that's all
