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Two-way secret love｜Reunion｜Chasing wife at the crematorium｜Redemption｜HE [The female protagonist with schizoaffective disorder vs. The cold-faced, hard-spoken, soft-hearted, wife-loving male protagonist] 1. Thank you for having a secret. Five years ago, she fell in love for the first time in her life without telling everyone. And a penniless poor boy. This love was as fast as a gust of wind, but within a month she resolutely broke up with him because she disliked him for being poor. She blocked all contact information and disappeared. When they met again, she had just come out of the psychiatric clinic and saw a tall figure opposite the window in the distance, facing the light. The youth of the past has faded away, and the man is cold and dignified, with broad shoulders and a long waist. He holds a wisp of smoke between his slender fingers. The smoke blurs the chiseled face, creating a strong sense of oppression. She subconsciously hid the medical certificate behind her back and tried to pass by as if she didn't recognize him. However, just as she was about to pass him by, her wrist was suddenly grabbed hard by someone. The man's eyes were dim and unclear, staring firmly at the medical certificate, and his voice was cold: "Are you sick?" "It's none of your business." Xie Qi alienated his smile and said, "Don't forget, we broke up five years ago." 2. Later, Xie Qi learned that the poor boy she dumped back then was Song Lunian, the long-lost and exiled sole heir of the top plutocratic Song family. He had returned to his family a few years ago and recognized his ancestors. He was very different from her. The once budding love of spring has long been destroyed by the ravages of disease and the passage of time. She deliberately avoided it, drew clear boundaries, closed herself in a narrow self-space, and allowed hallucinations and emotions to tug at her soul. But Song Lunnian forcibly tore off all her disguises and brought her back to reality from illusion time and time again. One night, the check he handed over was extremely eye-catching in the dim light, and there was no emotion in his tone: "Don't you love money? Don't you break up with me because you hate poverty?" "Marry me and the money will be yours." 3. As soon as the news of the marriage came out, it caused quite a stir in Beijing circles. No one could have imagined that Song Lunian would marry an ordinary person. Some friends did not believe it and questioned: "Are you serious? You can just play for fun, why are you serious about it? Are you really tempted?" Song Lunian leaned on the armchair, with a mocking curve on his lips, "Tempted?" "From the day she dumped me, there was no way I would fall in love with her a second time." No one knew that every time in the quiet and dark night, Song Lunian would hold her in his arms, restraining her like an iron clamp with his arms, kissing her over and over again, just like the day they broke up five years ago, his tone could not hide his pleading, but also revealed a hint of stubbornness: "Qi Qi, tell me you love me, tell me you only love me, okay?" "As long as you tell me, I will give you everything." In the first half of his life, Xie Qi was immersed in a world woven by hallucinations and delusions. His emotions were penetrated by emotional problems, and he could neither die nor live. She never thought that there would be someone who could see through her mind, tolerate her temper, understand and see all her grievances. He is the only variable in her destiny. Things to know before reading: 1. The heroine suffers from schizoaffective disorder, is rational and sober, and has double C 2. The male protagonist has only loved the female protagonist from the beginning to the end. He is single in body and mind, and he loves the female protagonist miserably. 3. The male and female protagonists are not perfect characters, especially the female protagonist, because they need to follow the thinking and cognition affected by schizoaffective disorder. 4. The phrase "I can't live without dying" in the copy comes from the song "Never Meet Again" Intention: Study hard and make progress every day