I'm Not a Sissy, Please Take Me Away

A winter rain soaked not only the school uniforms Linjiang No. 3 Middle School, that ivory prison standing on the edge of the bustling city, has prejudices like moss growing on the walls, cold and stubborn. When Jiang Yu saw Wen Yanci with wet hair sticking to his face behind the half-open door of the bathroom, like a white lotus that was crumbling after being beaten by the rain, he heard the tiniest and most piercing sound before the ice broke. Wen Yanci, a young man who was pinned to the pillar of shame by the label of "sissy". They laughed at his feminine beauty and his soft and gentle demeanor, but no one knew how his heart was repeatedly suffering from loneliness and illness under that thin body. His beauty was the beginning of his original sin and the armor of his silent resistance. A sketchbook soaked with sweat and tears was the only outlet for his hidden world, and Jiang Yu, the squad leader who pierced his hazy life like sunshine, became the warmest and most distant secret between the drawings. Jiang Yu, the pride of his family and the representative of both good character and academic excellence, is burdened with a shackle that is heavier than Shu Shan Ti Hai - the deep-rooted feudal thoughts of a father who was the founder of a business empire. He extended a helping hand out of justice and the attraction of fellow sufferers. He saw Wen Yanci's talent, saw the brokenness hidden behind his smile, and that intolerance quietly took root in the young chest, sprouted, and grew into a grand and taboo secret love. When in a rental house, the music flowing from the same pair of headphones tightly entwines two lonely souls; when on the park bench, they share not only snacks, but also the unspoken starlight in each other's eyes; on that birthday that was abandoned by their father like worn-out shoes, because of the appearance of Jiang Yu and Jiang Yiran, for the first time there was the warmth of being cherished... They thought that this would be their alliance against the whole world. However, the giant wheel of reality never stops crushing. Chen Ao's jealousy turned the stigma of "gay" into a sharp blade and stabbed Jiang Yu hard. The feudal autocratic father, in order to "correct" his son's "misguided path", personally pushed him into the abyss of "discipline". As for Wen Yanci, the young man who always painted hope in the corner, his life was being dragged towards the irreversible darkness by the ruthless disease and the equally ruthless campus bullying. When Jiang Yu broke free from that hellish place and returned with scars and unyielding will, what awaited him was Wen Yanci's cold and desperate grave. The sketchbook filled with his figure, the suicide note filled with "I like you" and "I'm sorry", and the medication records that were maliciously replaced, were like poisoned sharp knives, cutting all his hopes and future to pieces. "I'm not a sissy, please take me away." This cry that he once used to ridicule and fight finally turned into the last trace of attachment and unwillingness to the untouchable love at the end of his life. In this world, prosperity remains. However, in the winter rain that year, the beauty with wet hair touching her cheeks, and his unfulfilled expectations, eventually became a wound that will never scab for the rest of someone's life, and blood drips with blood every time he is remembered. He waited and waited, but no one could open the door to the light easily. 1V1 BE Purpose: When society convicts "differences" as "diseases", the disciplinary machine in the name of "normality" will eventually grind tenderness and love into powder