At the beginning of the story, look at the ending where you must die
When I was eighteen years old, she suddenly broke into my world and became the only light in my gloomy life. But I know that light does not belong to me. My greatest role for her may be first-class merit. I know that there is no possibility between us. I cannot miss her future because of my own selfishness. She asked me if I regretted meeting her. I think my answer is no regrets, because meeting her was the greatest honor in my life. It's a pity that I can't give her happiness. I just wish her everything goes well and she has no worries for the rest of her life.
Purpose: The choice between family and country justice and personal emotions