The first chapter is locked, which does not affect the viewing, because the first chapter is an overall flashback, but some parts of my first chapter are getting more and more deviated based on what I wrote later, so the first chapter will be greatly changed later, but now is not the time to change it. Everyone starts reading from the second chapter, which does not affect the reading.
The little boy I picked up when I got home from get off work became my roommate. I was raised by my parents, but he actually likes me? !
After they separated, they actually became "brothers" when they met this time? !
What kind of secrets are hidden behind all this?
Even if there is a whole world between them, they must pursue love without hesitation
please believe
Lovers get married eventually
Destiny made us separate and reunite. In the end, it was still you.
This encounter is no longer an unnecessary blood relationship
It's the red thread of fate that binds us together again
Xu Qiguang, I won't run away this time
Xu Tingyun, from the day you took me in, you can't get rid of me.
From the moment you decide to love me, we are each other's most legitimate existence
The novel "You Are My Sexual Orientation" is the original work of those who don't like to eat chrysanthemum
Jinjiang Literature City is being serialized...
Stay tuned
(The author has something to say: Dear friends, this is my first time trying to write a novel. The writing style, thinking logic, and plot may not be very good. Please allow me room for improvement. Thank you for being willing to like my imperfect article)
Concept: Love transcends everything and must be you. My sexual orientation has never been that of a man, but because the you I love happens to be a man.
Reader comments
Thanks to the teacher for being willing to bring such good content.
A light and pleasant atmosphere, a healthy and sound daily life, and the ability to focus on everything and solve everything. Seeing these will make me feel very happy.
First of all, the teacher's narrative is very interesting. The beginning and end of the article are the stories that take place on a consistent timeline, with a lot of memories interspersed in the middle.
The separation between the two is not a simple misunderstanding, but stems from real obstacles and inner struggles in the process of growing up. The bond in childhood is too pure, but the world in adulthood is full of complex tests, identity gaps, past traumas, external perspectives, etc. These factors make the reunion of the two full of tension.
Xu Qiguang's temptation and retreat, Xu Tingyun's restraint and initiative, constitute a very tense scene, and it is also my favorite scene in the whole book.
The author did not make their reunion a matter of course, but showed the inner struggle of the two through approaching and pushing away again and again.
Xu Qiguang was afraid of losing again, so he pretended to be alienated. Xu Tingyun knew the scars of the past, so he waited patiently. This extreme and ambiguous pull is not to create some bloody plot, but to show the true mentality of the two people when facing feelings.
The deeper the love, the more afraid of repeating the same mistakes.
The process of breaking up and reuniting is also the process of two people completing their second growth.
During the time of separation, they both faced the difficulties of life alone. Xu Youguang learned to be independent and reconciled with his trauma. Xu Tingyun learned to face his emotions and let go of the so-called "identity concerns."
When they meet again, they are no longer the child and the confused young man they were back then, but two more mature souls approaching each other again with their obsession with each other.
What is reunited is not the "mirror", but two hearts that were once estranged due to fear. This lost and recovered emotion becomes more precious because of this.
XX. Little lovers ninety-nine.
My favorite in this book is Xu Tingyun. He has the rationality of an adult, but he also hides an unknown softness. Xue Ye's confusion when they first met, and their caution after their reunion, all make this character get rid of the stereotype of a "tyrant" and become real and relatable.
His "gentleness" is not bottomless indulgence, but knowing how to provide companionship and support at the right time. His "restraint" is not indifference or indifference, but comes from respect for Xu Youguang's trauma.
This kind of "measured love" makes Xu Tingyun a very charming character.
Of course, the character of Xu Qiguang is also particularly well created. His childhood trauma made him sensitive, cowardly, and inferior, but it also gave him an obsession with light in a desperate situation.
His growth did not happen overnight, but through repeated self-struggles and Xu Tingyun's company, he slowly broke free from the shackles of trauma.
From the initial "frightened bird" to the courage to express love later, Xu Youguang's transformation allows readers to see the vitality behind the trauma.
His broken life makes people feel distressed, but his tenacity makes readers admire him very much.
In the days when two people had nothing, they only had each other's smiling faces, holding each other's hands, and licking each other's wounds. They walked a journey that was neither sweet nor bitter.
The appearance of supporting characters Lin Zhao and Chen Fan also adds a sense of layering to the story.
They are not simply tool men, but as key characters in promoting the plot. They show the complexity of the protagonist's relationship from the side and make the background of the story richer.
The author really loves every character very well.
But! At the same time, the author's use of "blank space" is also quite subtle. For example, the details after the separation of Xu Tingyun and Xu Youguang did not deliberately exaggerate the sad emotions, but mentioned them in a few words, allowing readers to experience the regrets on their own.
The two people's eyes met while they were pulling, and they hesitated to speak, which made the emotional tension infinitely amplified in the blank space.
Of course, there are also areas where the work can be improved. For example, the advancement of some plots is a little slow. The plot skills are good, but the author's writing style needs to be improved.
If some more conflicting events could be added to the conflict between the two protagonists, it might make the characters' emotional outbursts more hearty.
Although the images of supporting characters are recognizable, if their inner world can be further explored, the group portraits of the story will be more three-dimensional.
The little girl offers this. Salvation is never a condescending charity, but two souls seeing each other in the broken place.
Everything is changing, but love remains unchanged, especially when people who have already planned to give up, leave, and are determined not to love again still compromise their hearts when they meet again. Love makes those in high positions bow their heads.
I suddenly remembered a passage I came across while surfing.
Reunion is a very sad proposition.
I have seen you when you were the most high-spirited young man, your innocence was so radiant and so pure that even your pain was clear.
But when we met again after a long separation, we all tried to find the shadow of those years ago in each other, but found that it was really difficult to see through.
When a person is loved, even the smallest wound can be pitied by the lover's tears. After leaving, I realized that life is never stingy with pain. It turns out that no matter how much the weight of pain is increased, it can't crush my rocking ship.
How can you hope that after you have been gone for many years, he will still be like that child with concrete joys and sorrows?
I have read about your past, so I feel sorry for you.
We were once a perfect mirror, but after it was shattered, we were separated. The wind and rain in the world wash away at you and me, every part of me is broken and reshaped, my edges and corners sink into the river bed, my light becomes whirling, you have not seen my heavy years, but you have seen through them.
But will you still love me?
Even I would rather indulge in the fantasy that "there is still a possibility with you" forever than really take a step forward to reunite with you.
It seems that only in this way, you are the warm and pure you in my memory.
I can miss you day and night, but I still feel relieved that we have not reunited. The fantasy of "we still have a possibility" supports me through spring, summer, autumn and winter, year after year.
I think even if I close my book and stop reading you, you will still be happy forever.
The last, the last.
This book tells us that love is not a perfect encounter, but two broken souls slowly piece together their complete selves in each other's company.
Finally, receiving praise is what teachers deserve! Teacher deserves all the love! There is no need for the teacher to spend time and effort in replying. It is already the best response for me to read such content.
I hope the teacher can live a happy and successful life. [Orange Candy] Got it
Happy New Year, my dear. I wish you happiness every day and good luck in the new year^O^
Teacher, you know, I have been following you since you first wrote the article, and I will wait for you😭
Qi Guang's little trick is so cute [shy]
The sensitive Xu Qiguang had a lot of thoughts about little Jiujiu, but the gentle Xu Tingyun comforted him with a few words. He was still a cute child, and his temper came and went quickly [touching head]
Xu Tingyun's words really speak to the heart. He is really gentle and careful that insecure people like [hug]
And Happy New Year to Xu Tingyun and Xu Qiguang! In the new year, Yunqi will last forever! Yunqi 99! ! ! [Spread flowers]
Congratulations to Qi Guang for finding a good friend. Chen Fan is indeed an extraordinary person [Spread Flowers]
Come on, teacher, your writing is very good [Rainbow Fart]
I like Chrysanthemum chrysanthemum, I like Xu Qiguang, I like Xu Tingyun
Will there be more novels after the teacher finishes this novel? [Question mark][question mark]
[Orange Candy] It's time to eat it. This younger brother was trained by his older brother and he is exactly the same. This older brother is so gentle. My younger brother likes his older brother so much. Author, you must work hard.
Wow, the extra is so cool! Like, like [shy][love eyes][love eyes]
! ! ! Others don't want it, but I want it! Nice words of comfort! ! ! The two little bitter gourds will be happy when they have each other! ! ! [Orange candy] Got it [Purple candy] kswl
Teacher, it's been two months😭
Xu Tingyun is very gentle and kind, and Xu Qiguang is very cute. I like this book! [Love Eyes][Love Eyes][Love Eyes]
Like! ! The teacher is great and the writing is very good! ! [Come on][Come on]
I like Xu Tingyun's decisiveness in doing things! Xu Qiguang is also very cute and I like it! ! [Love Eyes][Love Eyes]
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! ! ! The author finally updated, I will always support you [hug] [hug] [hug] [orange candy] I got it [orange candy] I got it [come on] [come on]
The Tingyun written by the teacher is relatively easy to understand ~ and I like the teacher's writing style very much. I hope the teacher will continue to work hard!
[Orange Candy] Got it! ! ! I really like Chrysanthemum chrysantha's writing style! [Come on] I love it so much! [Crying]
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Very interesting, looking forward to the next chapter
Very good-looking, Chen Fan is also very cheerful! Love these characters!
I feel like Chen Fan is a well-established person, a sunny and cheerful boy! Will we be good brothers in the future? It feels very benevolent. [Three-flowered cat head]
[Orange Candy] I got it [Orange Candy] I got it, it's finally updated. The anchor should have a good rest and don't stay up late [hug] [hug]
Damn, I have a plan. You see it's the new year now. I think you can write another New Year's episode O(∩_∩)O
Damn, I have a question, that is, if you can no longer write, will you delete your articles and cancel your pen name?
Chrysanthemum, are you giving up? I'm so disappointed.
Thanks to the teacher for being willing to bring such good content. A light and pleasant atmosphere, a healthy and sound daily life, and the ability to focus on everything and solve everything. Seeing these will make me feel very happy. First of all, the teacher's narrative is very interesting. The beginning and end of the article are the stories that take place on a consistent timeline, with a lot of memories interspersed in the middle. The separation between the two is not a simple misunderstanding, but stems from real obstacles and inner struggles in the process of growing up. The bond in childhood is too pure, but the world in adulthood is full of complex tests, identity gaps, past traumas, external perspectives, etc. These factors make the reunion of the two full of tension. Xu Qiguang's temptation and retreat, Xu Tingyun's restraint and initiative, constitute a very tense scene, and it is also my favorite scene in the whole book. The author did not make their reunion a matter of course, but showed the inner struggle of the two through approaching and pushing away again and again. Xu Qiguang was afraid of losing again, so he pretended to be alienated. Xu Tingyun knew the scars of the past, so he waited patiently. This extreme and ambiguous pull is not to create some bloody plot, but to show the true mentality of the two people when facing feelings. The deeper the love, the more afraid of repeating the same mistakes. The process of breaking up and reuniting is also the process of two people completing their second growth. During the time of separation, they both faced the difficulties of life alone. Xu Youguang learned to be independent and reconciled with his trauma. Xu Tingyun learned to face his emotions and let go of the so-called "identity concerns." When they meet again, they are no longer the child and the confused young man they were back then, but two more mature souls approaching each other again with their obsession with each other. What is reunited is not the "mirror", but two hearts that were once estranged due to fear. This lost and recovered emotion becomes more precious because of this. XX. Little lovers ninety-nine. My favorite in this book is Xu Tingyun. He has the rationality of an adult, but he also hides an unknown softness. Xue Ye's confusion when they first met, and their caution after their reunion, all make this character get rid of the stereotype of a "tyrant" and become real and relatable. His "gentleness" is not bottomless indulgence, but knowing how to provide companionship and support at the right time. His "restraint" is not indifference or indifference, but comes from respect for Xu Youguang's trauma. This kind of "measured love" makes Xu Tingyun a very charming character. Of course, the character of Xu Qiguang is also particularly well created. His childhood trauma made him sensitive, cowardly, and inferior, but it also gave him an obsession with light in a desperate situation. His growth did not happen overnight, but through repeated self-struggles and Xu Tingyun's company, he slowly broke free from the shackles of trauma. From the initial "frightened bird" to the courage to express love later, Xu Youguang's transformation allows readers to see the vitality behind the trauma. His broken life makes people feel distressed, but his tenacity makes readers admire him very much. In the days when two people had nothing, they only had each other's smiling faces, holding each other's hands, and licking each other's wounds. They walked a journey that was neither sweet nor bitter. The appearance of supporting characters Lin Zhao and Chen Fan also adds a sense of layering to the story. They are not simply tool men, but as key characters in promoting the plot. They show the complexity of the protagonist's relationship from the side and make the background of the story richer. The author really loves every character very well. But! At the same time, the author's use of "blank space" is also quite subtle. For example, the details after the separation of Xu Tingyun and Xu Youguang did not deliberately exaggerate the sad emotions, but mentioned them in a few words, allowing readers to experience the regrets on their own. The two people's eyes met while they were pulling, and they hesitated to speak, which made the emotional tension infinitely amplified in the blank space. Of course, there are also areas where the work can be improved. For example, the advancement of some plots is a little slow. The plot skills are good, but the author's writing style needs to be improved. If some more conflicting events could be added to the conflict between the two protagonists, it might make the characters' emotional outbursts more hearty. Although the images of supporting characters are recognizable, if their inner world can be further explored, the group portraits of the story will be more three-dimensional. The little girl offers this. Salvation is never a condescending charity, but two souls seeing each other in the broken place. Everything is changing, but love remains unchanged, especially when people who have already planned to give up, leave, and are determined not to love again still compromise their hearts when they meet again. Love makes those in high positions bow their heads. I suddenly remembered a passage I came across while surfing. Reunion is a very sad proposition. I have seen you when you were the most high-spirited young man, your innocence was so radiant and so pure that even your pain was clear. But when we met again after a long separation, we all tried to find the shadow of those years ago in each other, but found that it was really difficult to see through. When a person is loved, even the smallest wound can be pitied by the lover's tears. After leaving, I realized that life is never stingy with pain. It turns out that no matter how much the weight of pain is increased, it can't crush my rocking ship. How can you hope that after you have been gone for many years, he will still be like that child with concrete joys and sorrows? I have read about your past, so I feel sorry for you. We were once a perfect mirror, but after it was shattered, we were separated. The wind and rain in the world wash away at you and me, every part of me is broken and reshaped, my edges and corners sink into the river bed, my light becomes whirling, you have not seen my heavy years, but you have seen through them. But will you still love me? Even I would rather indulge in the fantasy that "there is still a possibility with you" forever than really take a step forward to reunite with you. It seems that only in this way, you are the warm and pure you in my memory. I can miss you day and night, but I still feel relieved that we have not reunited. The fantasy of "we still have a possibility" supports me through spring, summer, autumn and winter, year after year. I think even if I close my book and stop reading you, you will still be happy forever. The last, the last. This book tells us that love is not a perfect encounter, but two broken souls slowly piece together their complete selves in each other's company. Finally, receiving praise is what teachers deserve! Teacher deserves all the love! There is no need for the teacher to spend time and effort in replying. It is already the best response for me to read such content. I hope the teacher can live a happy and successful life. [Orange Candy] Got it
Happy New Year, my dear. I wish you happiness every day and good luck in the new year^O^
Teacher, you know, I have been following you since you first wrote the article, and I will wait for you😭
Qi Guang's little trick is so cute [shy] The sensitive Xu Qiguang had a lot of thoughts about little Jiujiu, but the gentle Xu Tingyun comforted him with a few words. He was still a cute child, and his temper came and went quickly [touching head] Xu Tingyun's words really speak to the heart. He is really gentle and careful that insecure people like [hug] And Happy New Year to Xu Tingyun and Xu Qiguang! In the new year, Yunqi will last forever! Yunqi 99! ! ! [Spread flowers]
Congratulations to Qi Guang for finding a good friend. Chen Fan is indeed an extraordinary person [Spread Flowers]
Come on, teacher, your writing is very good [Rainbow Fart]
[Orange candy] I've got it [Orange candy] I've got it, Guangyun 99 [Come on] [Come on]
I like Chrysanthemum chrysanthemum, I like Xu Qiguang, I like Xu Tingyun
Will there be more novels after the teacher finishes this novel? [Question mark][question mark]
[Orange Candy] It's time to eat it. This younger brother was trained by his older brother and he is exactly the same. This older brother is so gentle. My younger brother likes his older brother so much. Author, you must work hard.
Wow, the extra is so cool! Like, like [shy][love eyes][love eyes]
! ! ! Others don't want it, but I want it! Nice words of comfort! ! ! The two little bitter gourds will be happy when they have each other! ! ! [Orange candy] Got it [Purple candy] kswl
Teacher, it's been two months😭
Xu Tingyun is very gentle and kind, and Xu Qiguang is very cute. I like this book! [Love Eyes][Love Eyes][Love Eyes]
Like! ! The teacher is great and the writing is very good! ! [Come on][Come on] I like Xu Tingyun's decisiveness in doing things! Xu Qiguang is also very cute and I like it! ! [Love Eyes][Love Eyes]
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! ! ! The author finally updated, I will always support you [hug] [hug] [hug] [orange candy] I got it [orange candy] I got it [come on] [come on]
The Tingyun written by the teacher is relatively easy to understand ~ and I like the teacher's writing style very much. I hope the teacher will continue to work hard!
[Orange Candy] Got it! ! ! I really like Chrysanthemum chrysantha's writing style! [Come on] I love it so much! [Crying]
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Very interesting, looking forward to the next chapter
Very good-looking, Chen Fan is also very cheerful! Love these characters!
[Purple sugar]kswl[Purple sugar]kswl[Purple sugar]kswl[Purple sugar]kswl[Purple sugar]kswl
[Orange candy] Got it [Purple candy] kswl [Purple candy] kswl [Purple candy] kswl
I feel like Chen Fan is a well-established person, a sunny and cheerful boy! Will we be good brothers in the future? It feels very benevolent. [Three-flowered cat head]
[Orange Candy] I got it [Orange Candy] I got it, it's finally updated. The anchor should have a good rest and don't stay up late [hug] [hug]
Damn, I have a plan. You see it's the new year now. I think you can write another New Year's episode O(∩_∩)O
Damn, I have a question, that is, if you can no longer write, will you delete your articles and cancel your pen name?
Chrysanthemum, are you giving up? I'm so disappointed.
Damn, you haven't updated for two weeks^-^