Leave the choice to fate and the result to the future.
The spring silkworm's silk will not be used up until it dies, and the wax torch will not dry until it turns to ashes.
Tsushima Kuka is obviously lazy to death, but he always fails in raising children.
After raising yours, raise yours, and after raising yours, raise yours.
Don't call me a child-raising professional, call me a child-raising manager.
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[On one day, I desire light, on the second day, I desire the realm, and on the third day, I desire form.
Separated from chaos, it shaped an existence for itself.
Four days of desire, five days of desire, and six days of desire for me.
Establishing rules for the world and finally forming human form.
For seven days there is no desire, for eight days there is desire for love, and for nine days there is no desire.
Beyond creation itself, toward perfect self-destruction.
Creation comes from desire, and the ultimate desire is exactly the opposite of creation—that is, love and self-dissolution.
◎Comprehensive novels: Stray Dogs, Magic Returns, Detective Conan, Natsume's Book of Friends...
◎Tsujima Kuka and Dazai Osamu (Tsujima Shuji) are twins, fraternal twins. They have nothing in common except for their hair color and eye color.
◎CP: Ryunosuke Akutagawa
◎There are single arrows from other characters towards the heroine. If I am interested, I may make a separate episode.
◎There are a lot of self-made assumptions in the article. Please don't blame me if there is OOC. I don't have any faults. Welcome to discuss and chat.
◎The writing style is a bit stream-of-consciousness and may be rather bland.
◎This article comes from a dream I had. I dreamed that I traveled through the book "Disqualification in the World" written by Osamu Dazai in the third dimension. The person who traveled with me was Osamu Dazai from Bungou Stray Dogs. He traveled through time and became Oba Hazo, and I am one of his sisters.
Japan was in turmoil in the 1920s and 1930s, and the overall social atmosphere was very depressed. In this situation, he and I were the only two people from the same world. He repeatedly sought death, but I stopped him. I was furious. Then I got the flu and it was hopeless. The doctor gave me blood. I managed to regain my energy. I looked up and saw Dazai Osamu sitting next to me peeling an apple. I thought he was cutting his wrist with a knife. I rushed to grab the knife and almost got scratched. Dazai Osamu was also shocked. I was both physically and mentally weak. I cried and yelled at Dazai Osamu, shouting something like "You can't abandon me, I'm so scared, I don't want to stay here alone," and then I woke up.
But after I woke up, I thought that I would die earlier than him. I felt very sorry for Osamu Dazai, so I wrote this article.
Intention: Sorry for the delay
