Ps: (Try this first practice book)
A big boss in front of others, but a bit sultry in front of others, a tsundere attack × a disguised sufferer who has a high-level second personality and struggles with self-restraint
1V1 HE
The main personality of "Qi'an" is quiet, introverted, and even a little timid. He was like a vine growing quietly in the corner of the wall, and Xiao Qiming was the only sunshine he longed for. At that time, Xiao Qiming was the most dazzling presence on campus. He had a superior family background and excellent grades, and was the focus of everyone's attention. The main character only dared to watch from afar, carefully hiding the ignorant and budding feelings deep in his heart.
The second personality splits out to protect the main personality when he is at his most desperate and helpless. He is calmer and sharper, like a barrier erected, bearing the pain and pressure that the main personality cannot bear.
Ironically, even though he was born as a protective shell, he was inevitably attracted to that light when he "saw" Xiao Qiming for the first time.
That is an emotion different from the owner's personality - not just admiration, but also an unwillingness and painful possessiveness.
He clearly knew the protagonist's infatuated love for Xiao Qiming, and he also clearly felt the same uncontrollable heartbeat for Xiao Qiming. Two personalities, sharing the same obsession, but suffering twice as much pain.
The disappearance of his personality is the deepest scar in his heart, and it is also the secret that he cannot tell. He not only loved Xiao Qiming on behalf of his personality, but also loved him deeply with an independent will. This dual emotion was heavy and hot, and almost burned him to death.
After all, Qi'an faced the appearance of Xiao Qiming and could no longer restrain his impulse. He decided to tell Xiao Qiming everything about him because he suffered from dual personality and had a crush on him for many years.
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"Xiao Qiming, thank you." Qi An looked at the person in front of him, the love in his eyes hard to hide, and his tone was gentle and sincere, "Thank you for showing up, thank you for your response, thank you for choosing to love me."
"Qi'an, I will occupy you every day from now on. I will give you everything you have wanted for fifteen years. My heart beats only for you from the moment you appear. Only you are the lover I will never let go regardless of anything." Xiao Qiming looked down at him, looked into his eyes, and promised that he would make Qi'an feel that he would not lie to him, and even surpass him, and love him even more like Qi'an loved him.
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Intention: You are the secret that I dare not tell anyone, and you are the only exception in my heart.