My name is Qu Jiangqi, and this book records the story of me and my brother.
Yes, I fell in love with my brother, Qu Yumo. The boy who kissed my forehead under the candlelight on a rainy night and held my fingers tightly at the beach. Our love could not be seen in the light. In the end, I was swallowed up by a purgatory called "Jingxin Island", and he was left outside the cliff called "Reality".
I lived on his name in purgatory, dreaming of a reunion. But I found out after I came out that he had jumped. He couldn't wait for me.
So, I wrote a book for us. In the book, I secretly called him "Quyu Mo". I gave him a happy ending, with sunshine, rings and everyone's blessings. That was the only island I could build for him without separation.
Now, they say that this ending is not good and must be changed.
They want to take away even this false reunion on paper from me.
If words are destined to betray memory, if our stories cannot even end well in a fictional world... Then I have no choice but to take the original manuscript with me to another world and find him to review it in person.
This book records my sins, my punishment, and my undying love. If you read it, please remember that in another world, we are truly together -
Purpose: If the whole world wants to erase all traces of a relationship, how can we prove that it ever happened? The story tells a tragedy about memory, proof and existence through the protagonist's choice to resist through writing and ultimately live or die with the manuscript.
