"I don't care what others say about me, it doesn't matter whether it's lively or not, what will happen to me in the future, etc. I don't care. My current state is: I can't feel anything. Really, everything, the upper and lower brains are fighting each other, and now my actions are all supported by reason and experience. I started to slowly not care about some things before, and now I don't care about the most important things, but the things that I really don't care about have been crushed and engraved into my bones and engraved into my instincts. These things include you, Liu Lizhu.
I can't feel the happiness coming from the outside world, or most of the emotions, nor can I have any emotions caused by external objects. Everyone said that it was very difficult in the rain world and they wanted to go home. I thought in my heart: It is the same in the human world and in the rain world.
Even now, I don't feel like showing everything I have to others. It wasn't like this before. I wouldn't even say it to death before. There is no transition between these two states, and there is nothing exciting. There are some examples here, but I don't want to talk about it now, so I will talk about it after the action is over."
Intention: interests or feelings