When it rains enough, it's time to clear up; if your heart is broken, it's time to face it soberly.
The misfortune of her family and childhood created Wen Jingxin's sensitive, timid and internally conflicted character, so her past in high school was spent desperately trying to prove her worth with friendship and love. For this reason, she did not hesitate to use the simple method of compromise to preserve her little dignity.
But when she was in a relationship, the more she tried to compromise in exchange for the peace she desperately wanted in her heart, the results seemed to be against her. Things went against her wishes one after another during the torturous high school years. Until the month when she became an adult in her senior year of high school, the eighteenth-year-old gift given by fate was to let her press the pause button on the things she cared about.
Later, after the college entrance examination was over, I went to a better local hospital for a check-up. I learned that I was sick again, and I realized the seriousness of the problem. She was determined to change everything while there was still time and never let this happen again.
The heroine has zero advantage in the early stage, and she also goes too far in some places. The change is in the mid-term. If there is a surprise, just give up.
Although she worked hard at this time and only got an admission notice from a private university, this result was not easy for her. But under such circumstances, the short two years of college made her feel happier than any other stage in school.
Many years later, she stood at the end of the ideal. Occasionally, others talked about the past. Although she remembered it, she did not have the same urgency to speak out.
Although she has lost a lot of things and deviated from her past, it is good to think that she is more decent and happier than she was in the past.
Writing practice for novices
Intention: Do you still persist in something that has no results?