Shen Yanzhi, a nearly thirty-year-old CEO in charge of a business empire, lives a life surrounded by layers of pain and emptiness under the glamor and power.
In the eyes of others, he is "beautiful, powerful but miserable": his eyebrows are delicate but covered with frost, and his outstanding abilities cannot hide his injuries - hidden heart problems, recurring stomach problems, difficult waist problems, and the myopia hidden behind his gold-rimmed glasses have all become a footnote to his alienation from the world. Deeper, there are psychological shackles that are difficult to see, an obsession with the past that cannot be let go, and a determination to "never forgive."
He had tried to end his life many times, and his lack of desire to live stung everyone around him - his assistants who cared for him, his relatives who cared about him, and his subordinates who feared him. They tried in their own way to pull him out of the abyss and give him love and warmth, but they were still unable to open his closed heart.
This is not a story about redemption, at least not for Shen Yanzhi. He is like a delicate but broken glass lamp. Others regret its brilliance, but he only recognizes the emptiness inside himself. In the precise operation day after day, he walks around the world with scars and indifference, not expecting to be understood, let alone being saved. His life is a long journey of self-confrontation.
Intent: Written in my spare time