"The Road of Anxious Self-Redemption for a 985 Master": Lin Xiao, a 985 Master, was once a proud girl with an academic aura, self-confidence and worry-free. After graduation, she joined the prefecture-level city government. However, due to the sudden death of her father, she fell into emotional and life confusion, and she has yet to find someone to spend the rest of her life with. Divorced for five years, the 31-year-old is raising two children alone, running around under the multiple pressures of life: she gets up at around 6 a. M. Every morning to prepare breakfast for her children and send them to school, rides a shared bicycle to catch the subway and then transfers to the school bus to teach at school.
The pressure of a public class became the trigger, and she began to suffer from dizziness, insomnia and other symptoms, and thus embarked on a long road to seek medical treatment. From orthopedics to otolaryngology, from tertiary hospitals to traditional Chinese medicine hospitals, various treatments such as acupuncture, bone setting, and infusion have been tried, but with little effect. She even went south to Zhanjiang to relax, but her condition worsened during the exhaustion of the journey. She suffered from frequent symptoms of palpitation, unsteady walking, and anxiety. After being transferred to many hospitals, she was finally diagnosed with a mental problem and was admitted to a mental health center for hospitalization.
The article uses Lin Xiao's experience as a clue to show her struggle process from being full of self-confidence to being tortured by life pressure, emotional loss and illness. It depicts how a woman who had been successful in her studies and career fell into anxiety and mental difficulties under the multiple attacks of family changes, single parenting, and workplace pressure. She trudged on the road of seeking medical treatment and self-redemption. It profoundly reflects the survival dilemma and spiritual struggle of contemporary women in multiple roles.
Purpose: Academic dominance, inspiration, self-redemption