After four years of love and eight years of marriage, it turned out that I couldn't escape this ending in the end.
Some time ago, I heard a debate question asking, "Which is more painful, hating the bright moon hanging high and not shining on me alone / hating the bright moon hanging high and not shining alone on me?" Ruan Jianing felt that the painful thing should be "hating the bright moon hanging high and not shining alone on me"... Who is more painful to lose or not to have it? It should be a loss, after all, no one knows better than Ruan Jianing how much she and Xue Qingping once loved each other...
Why divorce? Why?
There is no third party, no bloody plot, or even principled conflicts. After all, life is not a novel script, and there are so many whys. However, in the trivial life day after day, they lost the throbbing and integration that brought them close to each other in the first place; but suddenly one day Ruan Jianing realized that they didn't seem to be so in love with each other. But if you ask Ruan Jianing, does he still love him? It must be love. She believed that Xue Qingping would give the same answer, but why did it come to this point? Maybe it was because she found out that she was sick one day, so she didn't call Xue Qingping immediately; because one day there was a water and power outage at home, she didn't send a message to Xue Qingping immediately; because Ruan Jianing no longer looked forward to every holiday and anniversary; because she and he no longer hugged each other as soon as they got home from get off work; because she and he were lying on the same bed, but there was a Milky Way between them... It turned out that they really had different dreams in the same bed...
Ruan Jianing remembers how a song goes: "It turns out that this whole life is really far away."
Intention: Continuous self-improvement