[Cold on the outside and paranoid on the inside. Jiang Yu & warm and bright girl. Xu Xingchen]
In the midsummer of that year, Jiangyu was something Xu Xingchen didn't dare to express. It was the biggest but silent crush in her youth, and the deepest secret she hid in her diary.
She thought this one-man show would be silent forever. So, when Jiang Yu really walked towards her, when those unfamiliar and clumsy people approached, Xu Xingchen felt that everything was like a dream. Good times don't last long, and unexpected changes occur. Jiang Yu was forced to go overseas, and the farewell was hasty and the promise was pale.
Four years is enough time to change a lot of things. For example, smoothing over longing, such as... Making a person disappear completely. Four years later, Jiang Yu, who was in a foreign country, finally broke free from his shackles and returned, carrying vague apologies and a burning desire to start over. He wanted to find the girl who once looked at him with starry eyes, but he only got a cold message: she was no longer alive.
He didn't believe it. How could his star fall?
He frantically searched for evidence of her existence, only to find that all traces had been quietly erased by time, as if she had never appeared. Huge regret and despair swallowed him up, and he could only vaguely see her smile again in dreams numbed by alcohol.
On a night that was no different from usual, the heavy alcoholism and the deep longing and pain took him away from this world where she would no longer exist.
He finally went to see his star, outside the green hills that never grow old.
——The green hills are not old, but the old friends are old.
Intention: The deepest love is to admit loss.
