I got married to my senior Su Chen, whom I had a crush on for many years.
The reason was that during the blind date, I suddenly thought, "Brother, let's get married."
I thought it would scare him away, but Su Chen just raised his eyebrows: "Okay."
After we got married, we treated each other with respect.
He slept in the master bedroom and I slept in the guest bedroom.
I bake bread for him every morning and fall asleep counting the sounds next door every night.
Until the first wedding anniversary, I heard him say on the phone with my own ears:
"Love? It doesn't count."
The cake I prepared so carefully ended up in the trash can.
He came back late at night, looked at the trash can and asked what was going on.
I said: "Expired." - Just like my self-righteous secret love and this impulsive marriage, they should have been cleaned up long ago.
Later he gave me roses and said he loved me.
But I can't believe it anymore.
Some thoughts are like expired cakes, you can tell after one taste——
It's not just the taste that has gone bad.
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"Small theater"
One day he had a fever, and I moved into the master bedroom to take care of him.
After I recovered, he refused to let me move out.
At night, his fingertips caressed my back, his voice hoarse:
"How about leaving a mark here?"
I cowered and didn't dare to respond.
It turns out that expiration is not the scariest thing.
The scariest thing is knowing that it's expired——
But I still crave the sweetness when I open it.
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Reading Guide
1. First person perspective, marriage first, love later + chasing wife at the crematorium
2. Gong, a forbearing and affectionate financial practitioner (Su Chen) × Shou, a gentle and tough dessert chef (Lin Rui)
3. Same-sex marriageable background, HE
4. Not suitable for offensive and controlled or controlled viewing. Have fun reading the text and pictures, don't take it seriously.
5. Aggression and suffering are not dog-licking. Neither can love others but they can learn. Don't over-interpret. Thank you.
6. Cutting off one's own legs to release Fei Wen, a running account
7. I enjoyed reading the article. If you don't like it, please exit but don't scold me. Thank you.
Purpose: The most important thing in love is to learn to love yourself