I, Lin Suijin, lose my memory and reset it every time I die.
In this life, I am an ordinary college student. My mentor Baizhou is gentle and perfect, and is the light of my life. I don't know that he is actually a crazy person who has lived for tens of thousands of years, and I am his "stand-in" for Bai Yueguang who died.
He raised me by his side, taught me how to control my power, and took me through the mysterious "Shen Ruins" to fight monsters. I thought we were fighting to save the world, until I discovered that he had tampered with everyone's memories. My comrades, my friends, and even the fate I thought I had were all lies made up by him.
He planned for thousands of years and killed me countless times just to collect energy and use my body to resurrect his god.
And the biggest truth is that the God he loves so much has actually awakened in me the moment I looked at him, imitated him to smoke, and made a wish for him. What he saw through my eyes was never me.
In this life, I decided to kill myself and take his white moonlight with me to hell.
Intention: God loves the world, not specific people
