After Cao Weiyin's death, Li Jingcai discovered that he didn't even have a photo taken with him.
In the past ten years, he became famous but became a crazy collector. He collected Cao Weiyin's scattered notes, blurry stills, and even... Looked for shadows similar to him.
Xu Wei's appearance is like a light of salvation. He has the same alienation and tenderness as Cao Weiyin, perfectly filling the gap in Li Jing's life.
Until Li Jing found a cold planning book among Cao Weiyin's belongings.
It clearly records how he "acted" depression step by step, and how he calculated the sympathy of the world - including Li Jing's cautious love, which he regarded as a treasure.
At that moment, Li Jing had no anger, only boundless distress.
He finally understood that it wasn't that Cao Weiyin didn't love this world, he was just too sick and could only wrap up his unspeakable despair with a grand lie.
He calmly sent Xu Wei away who left angrily, and then took the planning book and flew to the seaside where Cao Weiyin rested.
"Wei Yin," he said softly in the sea breeze, "you must be very tired from acting."
"It's okay, I understand."
——It turns out that the most painful thing is not not being able to love you, but when I finally understood, you deprived me of even the right to grieve for you.
[This is a story about understanding and letting go, exploring life, truth and falsehood, and nothingness. It does not mean to consume depression. If you cannot accept it, please read with caution?]
Intention: Love is not salvation, but deep understanding