What is the world like? What should I think? Take this question and take a look at my answer. It may not be perfect, but are you willing to understand? The multifaceted nature of the world?
Warm reminder: This article adopts the chaotic narrative method, which is described by the first person and multi-faceted story. Don't get too invested in the story, or you may become the next psycho.
Purpose: Understand the chaotic thinking and order in the current context