The story revolves around Wang Xin, who has been with the cheerful and lively Liu Yawen for seven years. Her life seems peaceful, but her heart always hides her unfulfilled first love in high school - Zhao Ran.
When Zhao Ran reappeared, trapped in the dilemma of illness and marital violence, Wang Xin's life was completely disrupted. She is torn between responsibility and old love. On one side is Liu Yawen, who is always tolerant but gradually feels alienated, and on the other is Zhao Ran, who is fragile and in need of help. As the truth emerged, Wang Xin gradually realized that Zhao Ran's rejection was not heartless, but was subject to family pressure and the prejudice of the times.
In the process of helping Zhao Ran regain her life, Wang Xin also completed the examination and growth of her own emotions. She finally understood that although "white moonlight" is beautiful, it is just a regret of youth; and "cinnabar mole" is the real and tangible warmth and perseverance in life. The novel explores the choices, sacrifices and maturity in love with gentle yet firm writing, and conveys the profound theme of "cherishing the people in front of you".
Intention: Only by letting go of the obsession with "what if" can we embrace the happiness that belongs to "fortunately now"