I never thought there was anything wrong with the two of us being together. Even now, the figure of the boy with glasses often appears in my dreams. I know that he is the pain of my life. When I open the yellowed diary, the sentence "It would have been better if we were born ten years later!" Always makes me feel like a knife. Our love was unethical in those days. If I had known the result would be like this, I would rather be a passerby whom he doesn't know and protect him where he can't see...
If my wish can come true, please God let me sleep forever in 1990 when I met him and never wake up.
I can't get in no matter what [crying]