[Genderless] I Kept Crying After the Breakup

[More dialogue, less description] After knowing each other for ten years, Zhou Ye and Liu Yihua experienced the process of going from netizens to friends, then from friends to lovers, and finally from lovers to passers-by. The two of them had talked all night long countless times, and they had also been relatively speechless countless times. In the only offline meeting, Liu Yihua knelt down at the Marriage Hall and prayed to the Buddha to bless her and the people around her for a lifetime. In front of the Buddha, Zhou Ye looked at Liu Yihua who was looking down and smiling, and for the first time he understood the meaning of his heartbeat. After many years of getting along, the two of them became too familiar with each other. Through constant testing and pulling, the two naturally completed the transition from friends to lovers. There was no confession, no oath of friendship, only long-term companionship. The two have planned many things to do together, including but not limited to: raising cats and dogs together, buying a house together, taking wedding photos together, getting married abroad together... Zhou Ye said: "If you only live for a few moments in life, then life will be a grand ceremony." He is obsessed with rituals and a clear beginning and end, so this relationship without a clear beginning has hidden dangers from the beginning, that is: Zhou Ye's relationship lacks a sense of security. A series of trivial matters in life such as the turmoil after graduation, exhaustion from work, confusion about the future, misplaced desire for communication, etc., Constantly consume the two people's mood and efforts. At a stage when just surviving had exhausted all their energy, the two of them were in no mood to fall in love. Discussions about love and death, equality and women's rights became the straw that broke the camel's back. Liu Yihua said, "If you die, I will marry someone else immediately. Being with you is for happiness, as is being with someone else." It shattered all Zhou Ye's illusions and expectations about love. Zhou Ye's understanding of love is that it must be done by him and last forever. Liu Yihua's understanding of love is: it doesn't matter the length of time, as long as it was sincere. During this relationship, Zhou Ye was worried about gains and losses, and Liu Yihua also felt tired. Zhou Ye, who is an agenderist, and Liu Yihua, who is a feminist, have very different views on gender issues. Zhou Ye felt that Liu Yihua was playing the role of a stereotypical woman, rather than living as a "person". Liu Yihua also doesn't understand why Zhou Ye has been hiding his gender, and doesn't understand why Zhou Ye isn't proud of his gender. Zhou Ye was obsessed with respectability, and even though frictions continued, he never had a big quarrel with Liu Yihua, but silently implemented the deduction system in his heart. After the deductions were over, it was time for them to break up. It was Zhou Ye who mentioned the breakup. "The longing for my ex-wife is like a raging tide that swallows me up, leaving me breathless. I don't know when I will be able to get over this sadness." Zhou Ye also said. In order to completely overcome his grief, Zhou Ye chose to hold a farewell ceremony in the company of his friends to seal up everything he had with Liu Yihua... Reading guide: 1. Zhou Ye is set as a genderless person with gender cognitive impairment, and Liu Yihua is set as a female. Therefore, Zhou Ye's third-person pronoun is "he" and Liu Yihua's third-person pronoun is "she". 2. The inspiration comes from the author's real experience. Any similarity is purely coincidental. ———————— The following is the copywriting of two serialized articles on the homepage, one is ancient and the other is modern, both are from he. Interested wives are welcome to fatten up~ ———————— 1. "The Stormy Road to the Throne" On the day after Xu Yan's college entrance examination, he somehow traveled to ancient times while sitting on the subway. Good news: It is an all-female society, there are no big pig trotters, and the air is a bit sweeter. Bad news: It was a fetal transfusion, and she had to study hard all over again. The good news: As she read, she became the youngest person in the local government. If nothing else, her future in this life will be so bright that people can't sleep. Maybe she can become the prime minister. Bad news: Something happened. The emperor granted her a marriage to the seventh prince Shen Zhao, and her future became bleak again. Becoming a princess means that she will never have a chance to be with the prime minister in this life. But then I thought about it, maybe she became the queen because of this, truly one person is inferior to ten thousand people. Xu Yan, a talented man who knew current affairs, changed his goal to: push Shen Zhao to the throne. *** As a prince who was not favored since childhood, Shen Zhao only knew that he should trust Xu Yan, but he had no idea how to get along with Xu Yan. He just blindly handed over his wealth and life to Xu Yan. He just kept mentioning Xu Yan's name when dealing with government affairs. The phrase "What do you think, Mr. Xu?" Made everyone's ears tingle. *** What a coincidence, Xu Yan has no experience in love, so he doesn't know how to make Shen Zhao fall in love with him. After her long-term observation and complex reasoning using mathematical induction, she came to an important conclusion: Shen Zhao likes high-tech talents who follow her to death. So, maybe dying for Shen Zhao is a good way? In this way, the two of them had a tacit understanding and inexplicably became good partners in their careers. *** After getting along for a long time, Xu Yan found that Shen Zhao was different from the legend, and he was also different from the conservative ancient people in her stereotype. All the ministers said that Shen Zhao was the most law-abiding person in the entire capital. Compared with her, everyone was an unenlightened barbarian. But Shen Zhaohui held her hand in public because she said she liked walking hand in hand. She asked: "Isn't this bad? Is it disrespectful?" Shen Zhao: "What's wrong? We're not stealing people, so we don't need to hide from others. "Besides, etiquette is in the heart, not in form. Didn't you say that these etiquettes and laws are the dregs used by the remnants of feudalism to oppress others, and it doesn't matter if you don't abide by them. " Xu Yan was choked by Shen Zhao's frankness and coughed. She really didn't expect that Shen Zhao would be so bold and rebellious in his choice of words and sentences, completely different from the staid seventh prince in the legend. If this were placed in future generations, it would be my charming ancestor! Who wouldn't want to die for Shen Zhao in a hurry? *** Shen Zhao also gradually discovered that Xu Yan was different from others. Xu Yan would coax her to take medicine when she was sick and take care of her around the clock. When she doesn't want to be a prince, she will say domineeringly: "If you don't want to do it, then don't do it. Let's go dominate the mountain and become the king of the mountain." " When she was punished by His Majesty to kneel in the small ancestral hall, he would kneel with her, night after night. He would also pick her up and take her home in winter, holding a fox-fur coat; In spring, take her out for an outing to enjoy the flowers and listen to the chirping of birds; In summer, chat with her in front of the lotus pond; In autumn, sit by the wheat field and thank nature for its gifts. From then on, Xu Yan was seen all year round. From then on, she knew that love means always being with the other person, thinking about the other person, and helping the other person become the person they want to be. After confirming that Xu Yan was the person he wanted to spend his life with, Shen Zhao said to Xu Yan: "Actually, you are not the only alien in this world. I am a reborn person, just as strange as you. "Originally, my only thought in my life was to avenge my teacher. But you changed my life. I like myself very much and my life now. Thank you." *** The late emperor passed away, and the ministers embraced Shen Zhao as emperor. Shen Zhao said goodbye again and again, then turned around and packed Xu Yan up and stuffed him on the dragon chair. Shen Zhao knelt on the ground and shouted: "I pay homage to your Majesty, long live my emperor!" Xu Yan: "Shen Zhao, get up here!" Shen Zhao: "Your Majesty, this is against etiquette." Xu Yan: "I count to three." Shen Zhao: "Here we come." —— —— 2. "The Guiding Lover is Online" Shen Yan, a new author, ventured into Lujiang with passion, but she never expected that the highlight of her novel career would be signing a contract. Facing the splendid Lujiang Library and the home page of the author who no one cares about, Shen Yan retreated. Just when she was about to give up, she met someone who changed the trajectory of her life, Qing He. Qinghe is the only reader who interacts with her. No matter what little rubbish she writes, Qinghe will praise her crazily. No matter why she delays the update, Qinghe will scold her. After several years of getting along, Shen Yan fell in love with Qing He who was far away on the other end of the network cable. Shen Yan showed his love bravely and fished Qinghe all over the net, trying to get the other party's contact information, but failed again and again. Online dating is risky, but luckily, the person she met was reliable, and even luckier, the other person actually liked her too. Shen Yan could list all the advantages of Qing He, such as: Qing He is an actor, has a beautiful body that is strictly selected by the national team, has a good temper, is patient, has a sweet mouth, and knows how to be romantic. "I heard that people can see the script of their next life before reincarnation. I must have chosen this script because I saw you in the script." "Every day I am with you is the pinnacle of my life. You at any time and state are my highlight." Qinghe would also say in front of everyone: "Shen Yan is the most important person in my life. During the years when I was raped online, she was the only spiritual support in my life. Without her, I would not be who I am now." Who can bear this? Anyway, she can't stand it, so no one can stop her. She has a good love brain, and she will fight to the death to be a love brain! In Shen Yan's eyes, Qinghe is the illustration next to the words "cool" and "handsome". He has strong business ability and is good at all aspects of dispatching, guiding and field work, and can move wherever needed. He has good driving skills and can handle trailers, trucks and forklifts. He is good at foreign languages ​​and has zero barriers to communication with foreigners. No matter what problem arises, Qinghe can easily solve it. It wasn't until a certain charity event, when Qing He was at a loss what to do when faced with children crying and howling, and could only run away crazily with his head in his arms, Shen Yan discovered that there were things in the world that Qing He couldn't understand, and it was time for her to show off her skills! Shen Yan rolled up his arms and sleeves in front of Qing He and said domineeringly: "Stay back and watch me as your wife argue with the scholars for you." Looking at Shen Yan who took down the little devils in one second, Qing He's eyes shone and he said with admiration: "Honey, you are so awesome, you can handle all this!" When Qinghe was deeply attracted by the agricultural machinery operator, Shen Yan said: "If I don't show you my skills, you don't know that we are also veteran employees who have been working with certificates for many years." Qinghe: "Wow, my wife, you are so cool, I love you so much!" When Qinghe inherited his senior's legacy and prepared to make an anti-cyber violence themed film, Shen Yan said: "Professional screenwriters will serve you online." Qinghe looked at the script and praised it repeatedly: "Oh my god, this is exactly the script of my dream love. Wife, you are so awesome!" After the film won the award, faced with praise from reporters, Shen Yan said: "'Love and praise can breed all good things, and violence and slander can destroy all good things. Believe that the future will get better, and the future will really get better; believe that the future will get worse, and the future will really get worse.' This core issue was not something I came up with, but something Qinghe taught me. I just expressed it in the form of words. "But you're right. From being hit at the bottom to meeting at the top, the most important thing is that we never really gave up on our ideals. From this perspective, we are indeed very good people. " The reporter laughed and said, "Is it really okay to praise yourself so much? " Shen Yan: "Learning to recognize one's own excellence and learning to express one's ambitions, like death, are compulsory courses in life. I hope that all SIS can firmly believe that they are the best people in the world. I hope that I can meet all SIS at the top." " Shen Yanos: What are you doing now? You have never seen how Qinghe put a high hat on me. When she praised me, I felt that the world would stop without me... Intention: Love others first, love yourself first; cherish the present moment.