Hunter Fan--The Forgotten Land

I belong to the darkness but cannot step into the whirlpool of darkness. When I come into contact with the light, I am waiting for endless divine punishment. In the end, I can only breathe in the gap between light and darkness. Sin and punishment flow gently with my blood and tears. The betrayal of blood relatives and the isolation from the world forced me to be trapped in the gap and unable to breathe. Death - still cannot escape the shackles of God. Am I destined to be just a lonely period of breathing between two wounds? Humble repetition heals the wound, but cannot keep the love - it turns into bones in the end Can I meet the lonely messenger, take the shining meteor from his hand, and end my lonely journey? Is the first encounter like a flame that can ignite my dry heart?