Unlike other concubines, what I fight for is not favor, but power. I want to fight for the rights of the man I like.
For him, I don't care if my hands are bloody, and what have I gained?
On the day of his wedding, he cruelly said to me: "Don't come to me again, pay attention to your identity, and be your concubine with peace of mind."
Do you know that when you pushed me to the emperor with one hand, I never slept peacefully for a day. Every day, I dreamed that I was being poisoned and being debt-collected by the people I had killed with my own hands. . . You actually want me to feel at ease now. How can I feel at ease in the future? Oh, it is really ironic.
Even if I tried my best to fight for him, it still couldn't compare to a small injury to the woman in his arms. So, did I deserve all the pain and injuries I suffered for him and did I ask for it?
My heart hurts so much. It turns out that the words "remember not to have feelings" are so true and painful today. . . . . It turns out that I am just a dispensable chess piece. It turns out that I am no better than one of her little fingers in your heart.
"Don't think that you want to leave just because you hurt my beloved Xi'er. You have to pay the price." He opened his thin lips and said cruelly.
The price? Isn't the price I paid for you enough? My youth and my kindness have all been given to you. What else do you want, my life?
Do you want it? I give it to you. This life is what you gave me. If you want it, take it back. I just wish that I will have nothing to do with you in the next life, and never see each other again in all our lives.
Concept: Mature relationships require mutual growth and understanding