*Damp love story/Bad person's sincerity
"From the day her brother's head rolled into the bloody sawdust, she had dreamed of him riding his bicycle endlessly, even though the poor girl had secretly gone alone to take the only remaining part of her brother's body, the frightening wet strawberry with a beard, back home and buried it next to the chicken coop to prevent it from being eaten by the dogs." - Angela Carter, "The Burning Boat"
"Perhaps we will find a world in the future where our memories no longer flow through the blood, and we no longer forget the trauma that should be remembered for a lifetime just because of a small wound. Niniana, are you willing to believe in this world?"
She didn't want to, she was born to be a person who didn't believe it.
Ninianna is rebellious, arrogant, and domineering without knowing the heights of the world.
Everyone thought she would remain this willful Niniana until she died,
It wasn't until her twelfth-year-old birthday party that she was stabbed by someone. After losing her memory, she became a truly terrifying "madman" in the world's population. She was thrown into a lunatic asylum by her father himself.
Even though she later escaped from this hellish place, she was always troubled by the same problem in her subsequent life:
Are you still the Niniana you used to be? From hurting yourself and being hurt by others to hurting others, are you still the same Ninianna as before?
The world view is explained in one sentence: blood in the body = memory. If it bleeds once, it will cause amnesia. If it bleeds too much, it will become a world where a fool is locked up.
It's smelly and long, a story of a miserable child becoming an adult
Intention: to find and love, to live a life exposed to rain and sun
