Fragment one:
"Don't listen to his nonsense," her eyes were so gentle that they could shed water, and her voice was very soft, but her words were clear, "I think you are very good-looking, the best-looking boy I have ever seen. Your eyebrows are clean, and your smile must be very warm. It is much more pleasing to the eye than his concave 'Internet celebrity face'."
Yang Lei raised his head and looked into Lin Wanwan's serious eyes. There was no trace of perfunctoryness in it, it was full of firm recognition.
The surging uneasiness seemed to be swept away by a gust of warm wind. A soft corner in my heart was gently poked, and even the tips of my ears turned a faint pink. He opened his mouth and wanted to say "thank you", but his throat seemed to be blocked by something, so he could only nodded slightly with red eyes.
Fragment two:
"Wanwan, stay alive first, I will figure out the rest!" Yang Lei's voice was trembling, but with unquestionable determination. He hugged the dull-eyed Lin Wanwan tightly in his arms, tightening his arms as if he wanted to rub her into his own flesh and blood - he was too afraid, afraid that her empty eyes would no longer reflect the light at this moment, afraid that the remaining warmth in her body would dissipate little by little, and even more afraid that if he loosened his grip even slightly, she would slip away from his arms like a rootless wind.
The person in her arms didn't respond, and only the slight trembling of her shoulders revealed her still-unnumbed emotions. Yang Lei patted her back gently, buried his face in the crook of her neck, and said with an imperceptible choking in his voice: "Don't leave me, Wanwan."
Intention: I understand your depression of "not even daring to express your emotions loudly". Depression makes you feel that the whole world is moving forward and you are the only one stuck in the same place. Even the pain becomes "hypocrisy" in the eyes of others. But please don't be discouraged. There must be someone in this world who can see through your disguised calmness and feel sorry for the fatigue you hide behind your smile. Even if the night is so thick that it seems impossible to dissolve, please hold on a little longer, the day will never be absent, and the person who understands you is also walking towards you desperately.