(Serialized, the first half of the campus story HE)
"Why are you so useless?"
' The path is chosen by you and you must walk it to the end."
"Your life is up to you"
"Mom, I seem to like boys"
I thought that my childhood with the piano should be a happy one, but I never thought that this was the beginning of my nightmare. I was deprived of my happy childhood. Later, I learned to pretend, and gradually my rebellious psychology gave orders to my body and I started to resist. She said that I was crazy and that I had lost her face. I was indeed crazy. I took advantage of his sincerity towards me to resist, and I succeeded.
From now on, my parents said that you should find what you really like and want to do, so that you can fight for it your whole life. Compared with the timidity of my peers, I am always very courageous. My parents said that don't stop looking because you are afraid of losing. There is no absolutely right answer to anything. Later, I met someone I liked and we had the same preferences. But one day he told me that it was all fake and I lost him.
Sunshine direct ball attack
Paranoid, gloomy and depressed
Purpose: I hope our lives will be dominated by ourselves