Record His Diary

——Brainless cookie, and the same-sex marriageable background. Cheng Pan's description of Tang Yueshi in it represents only his personal description and has nothing to do with the author. The past is a complicated lock that traps hands and feet, the future is a small cage, and the present is a warm nest. It is precisely because of happiness and comfort that one's hands and feet are trapped by iron chains, and it is precisely because of greed that there is a dark cage. My name is Cheng Pan. My boyfriend is... I can't describe him in any words. I believe you will fall in love with him the first time you see him. I described him very exaggeratedly and confidently. He was very handsome, but when I saw him for the first time, I felt a deep sense of regret. He was like a little marionette placed in an inconspicuous and gray corner. He will always just observe the scenery in front of him dullly. Even when the light finally remembers this dark corner and shines lightly, people can only be surprised to find, 'Ah, there is such an exquisite puppet here. '. The hot light was about to pierce through the thin glass, and those who were waiting for him to move gradually lost interest. The breeze blows through the day that has been eroded by the night, and then brings up the thin snow to stay in the new morning. He is consistent. … I think he's stupid, really stupid. When he faces unreasonable grievances, insults from others, and inexplicable malice from others. He won't cry, get angry, rage, or madly shout, 'This world is really fucked up! ' Because he knows that people need an outlet for their emotional breakdown. In the eyes of others, he will be seen as weak and cowardly. As a man, I was framed and insulted but remained silent and suffered without words. But in my eyes, he is clear and dull. People often say that a person should be transparent. But every time this happens, I hope he can be just a little bit silly like I said. It would be great if he could just be a little bit silly. He likes to do things with three minutes of enthusiasm, but those three minutes will cost him life-like enthusiasm. He expresses emotions, weirdly. The inner world is very full. Unlike his confused appearance, he really likes novel things. He would tell me clearly and cruelly, "I don't like you, but I use your like to satisfy myself. We have been in love for a long time under the same roof, but whether it is my love or my guilt, I can no longer tell." I was always aware that he would never fall in love with me. But I will never leave him, I'm not stupid. That night, when he spoke out his ugliness sentence by sentence. I already understood that he was in love with me. A simple response is needed, good or bad. My boyfriend, he is conflicted and sober. He is a pessimist, and he also finds himself boring. But I feel that he is really my treasure. How can he be boring when he protects himself so well? He is not a puppet. When he was my Tang Yue, I was his Cheng Pan. ——Demining Tang Lishi×Cheng Pan 1. First person perspective. 2. The personality charm of the characters is only in each other. In society, they are just handsome ordinary people. 3. When I was in junior high school, I had an ex-boyfriend and an ex-girlfriend. [This setting is very important, and has a lot to do with the character development of this person. 4. I resisted contact with people with whom I was close (nominally), so I had an ex, but they broke up because they wanted to hold hands. 5. Background: Same-sex marriage is allowed. (This is impossible in real life, because my country has legalized homosexuality and has recognized daiyun as legal.) 6. Subject has intermittent blindness, subject is cool, and isolates everyone equally. 7. The plot is boring and bland. ————I will write only in the morning and in the evening 2025.8.30. Deposit [30,000] Intention: Look at you